Sunday, March 30, 2008
two papers down, one more to go!
technically i should be saying, one paper down, one more to go! haha, yes its true. i did wht i did. OH WELL.
weds is geog last paper! I CAN DO IT! i dnt care!
today - finish up and summarise sheep essay and summarise the kenya essay even more.
tomorrow - summarise excursion report essay and 3 theories essay
tuesday - MEMORISE LIKE SHIT! :D
weds - DO IT! and RELAX!
i can't wait!
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let me just say something. i'm not here to create trouble, and i didn't do it. i'm not jane. but one thing i hate.
hypocrites.
if you were never one - i understand. but you were one. no matter how ashamed you are of it, you were one. so please, stop covering it up and stop critising. stop trying to justify yourself and make yourself feel better. it happened. you can never erase it. you want to knw why i was so angry? besides all the shit you did to me, you never acknowleged it. you were never proud of it.
so the least you could fucking do, is stop being a hypocrite, judging and critising people.
least of all, what i need, or wht others like me do need, is your fucking pity.
i dnt EVER need friends who judge or pity me.
i tried - but this is wht gets back to me.
forget it. i give up.
yin2(:
- 2:35:00 PM
Friday, March 28, 2008
what the FUCK man.
i dnt need your pity.
fuck off la.
yin2(:
- 2:31:00 AM
FUCKING PRINTER CANNOT PRINT OUT THE STUPID PAPERS I FUCKING NEED FOR TMR.
ANGRY.
yin2(:
- 2:28:00 AM
Thursday, March 27, 2008
THE GOOD : CARMEN IS COMING BACK! YES!
THE (EXTREME) BAD : 1. its the last season :(((
2. only 8 episodes
3. airing in jan, 2004 -_- (SUCH A LONG WAIT.)
BAH. now i dnt knw whether i want it to air, cos if it does, means it ends! but i wanna knw wht happens!
haha okay. eng exam tmr.
wish me luck!
yin2(:
- 6:58:00 PM
Tuesday, March 25, 2008
All this time while you're with me
I've been in the dark
Didn't think for the life of me
You won't do me wrong
We had it all
But you chose not to know
You always knew my heart was wrong
Now we know im not who you want
I should let you go
I love you with your disguise
You've proven that love is blind
There are no answers i find
To stop the tears from my eyes
Now everything looks black and white
You've taken away clear blue skies
Though it is time to go
I know my heart has always been
And will be there with you
the only song i've ever liked by sly sim.
feeling saddd. i miss home.
yin2(:
- 10:52:00 PM
I'm such a procrastinator. and i can't stand it!
i started to do my geog at 11pm last night, and managed to finish it at 9am this morning. No sleep at all. SO TIRED! omg la. i had the whole LONG weekend to do it, but i chose to leave it to today. very smart yin. decided to pon sch, cos i think i will just fall asleep in econs and geog. i was right. came home, flopped down on bed and slept till 3.50.
haha until eunice called me. was supposed to pick her up at 2. heh. oops.
as a result of all that - yin is falling sick. bleagh.
i'm really quite worried about my grades. damn, 5 marks mean so freaking much. and honestly, i'm quite sick of doing geog. i dnt like human geog! bleagh.
ok. i should start mugging for exams.
i just pray i get 85% and above.
cause the race is all about believing in yourself;
yin2(:
- 9:48:00 PM
Monday, March 24, 2008
i keep checking in on my livejournal, trying to persuade myself to use it. but then i come back to blogger, and i realize that i'm too used to it. I love my blogger template, spent so long editing it myself. Though its plain and simple - i like it! (: and thats wht matters, right?
when i look back at all my posts - sometimes i feel so... empty? i dnt knw. haha. always feel like erasing the past. but i can't bring myself to do that to my precious archives. aiya. i dnt knw wht rubbish i'm talking abt.
exams are nearing - i'm not prepared, and i'm still slacking like shit.
wtf la.
i woke up cuz i got a call from optus. some indian guy was yakking ON and ON and ON abt how we got this free phone and whtever. fine. happy. THEN. he goes ON and ON and On abt details and all. wah lau. i got so damn irritated i went to smoke haha. really non stop indian accent yakking. and i mean NON-STOP. not to mention they're pretty DEAF. stupid. only knw how to irritate people.
the call was 28 mins long - and i almost died.
then i called my parents - THEN I DIED.
i think i was too irritated by the optus guy then my parents went on abt how i shd use the new phone and change to cap plan.
SIAN. i dnt wanna change to cap plan! 1. i just changed my phone and i like it. 2. I like my number, i rmb it.
just gna tell them i dnt want it anym. HAIYAA. SIANNNN.
got to do geog now - so sian of it alrdy.
BYE BYE.
yin2(:
- 1:47:00 PM
Saturday, March 22, 2008
hey guys (: thanks for your concern! i'm okay now. just felt so damn fucked up that day.
hmm.. went fishing again on thursday night, and i caught 2 big fish! YAYYE (: slept through the whole of friday, then went to james house. went to eat dinner, then james, april, mich, came over to chill. i left my hard drive at james place, so gotta go pick it up later!
and i haven't really slept the whole night. haha i took a nap - but i could hear everything going on. haha!
in the middle of the night, we were so bored, then mich thought of an idea. haha we decided to disturb eunice when she was sleeping - so we recorded the whole process! haha we did it twice, theres mich and james going "HARDGAYYY" hahaha! omg.. nightmare for e! we couldn't contain our laughter man! it was so hilarious la!
mich and april are sleeping , james is playing some newgrounds games (:D HAHA) and i'm blogging. eunice went out with her OTHER cousin.
dnt knw wht i'm doing tonight, but tomorrow and monday are therefore left for studying!
i feel like using my livejournal somehow - its all set up. but i dnt knw. haha feel attached to blogger :D
yin wants to pee. BYE!
yin2(:
- 12:43:00 PM
Tuesday, March 18, 2008
I'm frighthened.
never before have i...
i dnt knw.
just messed up.
fuck.
yin2(:
- 10:55:00 PM
Sunday, March 16, 2008
haha okay!
i've cooled down from yest! just gna write a letter to that person. dnt care la.
on a happier note,
FRIDAY WAS FUN!
saw the sg gang back in taylors, was great to see most of them! (: comforting to see familar faces actually. it was nooch's birthday! :D
met farhah in the city with eunice at JB Hi-FI. bought star wars to watch! episodes i, ii and iii :) after that we went for thai food with james april mich eunice and weile! (: OH OH OH. I WON A KOALA BEAR FROM TIMEZONE! YAYYE (((:
went fishing with james, aki, billy, jason, april, eunice and mich. we drove all around perth. haha. frementle to city beach to matilda bay. finally settled at matilda bay at 2am then fished all the way to 5am! i caught some fish! but had to throw some back cos they were too small ): was so fucking cold- but heck it was FUN!!!
got back at 6 and only slept at 6.30.. all the way till 2+. heck. probably going again next week :D
mom went home today with aunty lorna. hmm. visit was okay, though my mom really drove me nuts some times. ah well.
exams in 2 weeks! and i'm totally not prepared for anything! whats new.
gotta write that letter , and settle receipt accounts with daddy!
laters!
yin2(:
- 10:51:00 PM
Saturday, March 15, 2008
fucking angmoh's only know hoow to piss people off.
wtf man. i hit my car against a van on a thursday , morning. my car got scratched, and that bloody low class fucking cheapo van got dented.
ok fine, i admit MY FAULT. but when i went out to check the damage, i said " oh no, wht should i do now?" to m, this guy in charge. and he was like "oh its okay its okay". I'M fucking sorry i was groggy and not fully alert to analyse the fucking situation properly. but i was damn tired la. so fine, okay right, then i drove off LA!
wtf man. now the fucking angmoh says i didn't apologize, i mean FUCK LA. SO FREAKING UNREASONABLE. NOW MUST FUCKING PAY FOR A FUCKING SMALL DENT. FUCK YOU CHEAPSKATES.
THEN LIKE THAT DNT FUCKING PARK AT OUR LOT LA. FUCK . NOW STILL FUCKING PARK THE FUCKING CHERRY PICKER THING AT OUR FUCKING LOT. EVERYTIME I GO IN AND OUT I HAVE TO REVERSE AND PARK SO HARD. WHAT THE FUCK LA. IF YOU KNW MY DRIVING IS SO FUCKING LOUSY GO PARK SOMEWHERE ELSE LA.
FUCK ALL YOU ANGMOHS LA. BLOODY HYPOCRITES. FUCK YOU ALL.
yin2(:
- 3:14:00 PM
Wednesday, March 12, 2008
fuck my internet and computer la.
have to use my moms laptop cuz my com has a freaking problem. and this has to occur the day before my geography assignment is due.
fuck it all la.
i'm homesick. and stressed. FUCK.
yin2(:
- 7:58:00 PM
Monday, March 10, 2008
packed week ahead!
1. got to do my geog essay tmr
2. got to hand up econs assignment tmr
3. got to do geog assignment
4. i think got english assesment somewhere this week. hopefully dnt have la. HAHA.
tired. as usual. stupid neighbour downstairs complain non stop abt the "noise" we make. wth. stupid ang mohs.
my DS has been keeping me extremely occupied, but now my school and home internet are all over used -_-. die la. want to do project also have to take very long alrdy. :\
econs due tmr, i haven't started and i dnt even knw how to do it. sian.
just now, i went to talk to di, and she said i could take 3 units again next term! yayye! (: so i'm gna do biology 4, engllish 3, and geography 2 (((: really happy about it! next term i got to really study. anyw i'll be a loner so it'll be easy. haha :D
kinda looking forward to next term, but kinda scared to. really it'll be the first time i'll be alone. i want bingo. BAH.
can't wait to get into uni man. tired of taylors.
This is an S.O.S
yin2(:
- 6:06:00 PM
Wednesday, March 5, 2008
This week has been GEOG-ing week!
geog today, geog tmr. bah. i'm waiting for tmr to come. i'm anxious to see my essay i did today cos i think i screwed it up rather badly :( also, after tmr i'll be free to play my DS with no worries for.. 2 days! wahaha.
seriously need to catch up with econs, i'm totally BLUR now. AHHH.
internets slowing down cos i downloaded too many games! damnit. but the R4 card is REAAAALLLYY fun! haha games i found are interesting too (: ah well. after tomorrow - well actually tonight after i finish my essay , it'll be BLISS! so i shall concentrate and be guai.
BYE! (:
ps. stopped smoking for awhile. learning a lesson from the stupid throbbing headache that day. BAH.
yin2(:
- 9:18:00 PM
Monday, March 3, 2008
feeling rather contented with life now, so thats a good thing. right? haha. NO! cannot be contented with life till i get into law! so i should stop being so lazy and start working harder! but i've been watching so many shows lately. ah well.
moms coming tomorrow and i dnt dread it for the first time (: moms bringing my DS! and caroline bought me my R4 card thing so i can download alot of games! THANKS CAROLINE! LIKE PHEONIX WRIGHT 4. wait its called apollo justice now or something. james found out that theres this new thing called "freeloader" wii coming out which allows me to play any wii games of any region! wahahaha! SUPER HAPPY! but its not out yet, so gotta wait patiently.
1. i shall play my guitar more often.
2.i shall do revise more econs and geog.
3. can you tell that i'm bored once again?
ok. i think i should atart cooking lunch soon. ahha. (:
a scattered dream thats like a far off memory;
a far off memory thats like a scattered dream.
i wanna line the pieces up.
yours, and mine.
its good to be back on talking terms (:
yin2(:
- 1:50:00 PM