Band geeks are losers.

the only one i like is the guy from american pie! HAHA.

okay, random!

yin2(:
- 9:17:00 PM

so i'm feeling tired. wondering whether its from the steak i ate, or whether its from all the smoking, or whether its just from the whole day.

i didn't go to murdoch in the end, felt it was too rush! so i hung out at the smoking area with D for like, 3 hours (: was quite fun! talked alot about many random things.

AND. during geog, they were checking the year book for UWA, like all the entry requirements and stuff. ENTRY CUT OFF POINT FOR LAW IS 78%. WOOT. I'M IN! haha! super happy man! but i'm still gna work hard this term!

nothing much to update about, just that, homework is starting to pile up, and i'm not minding - YET. anyw, school starts at 11.30 for me tomorrow (: rock on! and now i'm going to continue with my computing assignment!

BYE!

nice quotes from nice shows shall be put up more often now! :D

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In the beginning God created the heaven and the earth - at least that's what they say - he created the birds of the air and the beasts of the field and he looked at his creation and he saw that it was good...

and then God created man and it's been downhill ever since.

haha (:

yin2(:
- 9:05:00 PM

i quote from C, "Parents. Can't live with 'em, can't live without 'em" well its true. actually, thats only for my mom. dnt get me wrong i love my mom. just can't get along with her sometimes. ah well.

schools kinda draggy. waiting for more work to come. yes, call me crazy. when work piles up you'll start hearing me complain.

tmr i'm going to down to murdoch. gna pass M her forgotten shoes and apply for murdoch law. gah.

nothing much to blog about la. just gna surf the net then go sleep.

next week, computing assignment due on monday, together with the test. ah well. and i have a feeling geog got test next mon too. AHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

nite.

yin2(:
- 10:31:00 PM

i had this dream last night. i was like, really happy. but of course. dreams - will remain dreams.

and here i am back into reality. listening to the theme song of the sims 2 which M and A happily build their dream houses, and create their families and stories and all the "WOOHOO-ing" going on. :D

we might go for nando's later. but i'm LAZY. i just bathed. BAH. oh yeah, we went for hungry jacks just now, and we met S! haha she was working there! so coincidental, but anyw, we got extra fries! YAYYE :)

lalala. i completed guitar hero on medium mode. i attempted to try hard mode to no avail. its so hard, cuz the extra button makes it harder. heck. let me master medium first. :D

did i mention i want a psp? haha. DJ MAX is like guitar hero away from home (: i think there will nice RPG's coming out. i hope kingdom hearts comes out with a PSP version. i will SO buy that game. we shall see. i will buy it in singapore la. but when? i dnt knw.

lala. shall do computing assignment soon. i am determined not to leave anything till the last minute now!

oh well.

BYE!

yin2(:
- 7:35:00 PM

i just read something and i feel the need to laugh! i guess, after everything, my hearts kinda hardened. i might still be a softie, but perhaps a cautious one? just so damn ridiculous how mushed up one can be. yuck. sometimes, i just wanna run back into the past. but most of the time, NAHHH. pretty happy where i am right now. live life to the fullest! :) i'm sooo gna have a better life.

DAMNIT. fuck the construction! its like a saturday and they're fucking NOISY! its like right ABOVE my apartment! BAH.ok. sorry. that was just annoying me. haha.

so i'm pondering once again, wht i should do. eat? study? well actually theres not much to study. play guitar hero? hmm.

i wonder where M dissappeared to! woke up this afternoon and she was gonnneee! A's still sleeping. and i dnt knw if we're going for that church thing tonight.

last night i managed to watch one episode of desperate housewives and 6/8's of a grey's anatomy episode. DAMN. haha. and i realize i watch alot of tv. like alot. lets think of all my favourite shows! (from top to bottom, actually no. i reaaallllyyy like them all!)

1.Grey's Anatomy
2.Desperate Housewives
3.The L word
4.Heroes
5.Law & Order SVU
6.House
7.Gossip Girl
8. Lost

okay. yes. you can see i'm an english drama follower. :D and i'm lovin it! woot! thank god the writer's strike is OVER! now i can continue happily watching my shows!

okay, time to eat, cuz left over food smells good!

BYE!

yin2(:
- 4:18:00 PM

feeling abit high now, dnt knw why! haha. i just came back from tiffany's birthday party (: thank you A for accompanying me! food was not bad.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, TIFFANY AND JAMIE! :D

though i'm sure they wnt see this. HAHA. ah well.

M is currently sleeping, and A is playing the sims2, while i wait patiently for 12 so i can start watching desperate housewives, gossip girl and grey's anatomy! and i wanna download my peter pan OST and treasure planet OST :( i realize i like all the songs composed by james newton howard. very nice to study to. gives me motivation!

guitar hero's effects are starting to wear off, which is good. i can't get too addicted to it. hmm. just wondering wht to do now. work? but there really is, kinda nothing to do. AHH. i knw. play my REAL guitar. i'm like neglecting it! for a fake guitar -_-

anyw, my parents are coming this monday. moms gna stay for i think abt 3 weeks to a month. dads coming and going. oh, and M will be visiting perth! :)

an i haven't gone out with C yet, though we're supposed to.

my body clock is all over the place, and i really need to adjust it. that day, i was late for sch. i completely missed computing and came half hr late for geog. DAMN. nvm, that probably wnt happen again cuz mom's gna be here.

nothing much to look forward to. alright, i shall motivate my self to work toward my MAC and PSP. wheeee.

TARGETS FOR THIS TERM

Geography 2 - 90%
English 3 - 85%
Computing 2 - 80%

okay. GO GO GO!

randomly, i feel like removing my tagboard. hah. okay.

BYE.

yin2(:
- 9:03:00 PM

just came back from school, and i'm actually pretty exhausted and at the same time, awake. i know, so weird right.

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sigh. i knw its my fault. i brought it upon myself. but i just find it so unfair, and i guess i do feel hurt. maybe, as usual, i'm thinking too much about it. i guess i gotta earn that trust back. just feel so distant suddenly. sigh. gotta work hard. i'm determined to do this! infact, i'm gna work the hardest on it! :D

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i fell asleep in computing today, just couldn't take it. i didn't sleep the whole of last night! so i think lasting till now is not too bad! the cause? heh. guitar hero. its insanely addictive. infact i'm going to play right after i blog! my wrists actually hurt from the strumming.

so far, schools been good (: i managed to get patrick as my english teacher, and also a good timetable! so good, i don't have to go to school every friday! :D moreover, the friends i have in class are quite okay too! (:

things have been alright, i just have to work hard this term, and do my best! (:

p.s should i go to the school ball?

guitar hero time! :D

yin2(:
- 4:17:00 PM

a series of events are finally taking place tmr! 22nd, the day i've been waiting for, since.. last week. haha!

1. sch starts! not that eager anym, since i already knw my results, but what i'm most concerned about now is my timetable. HOPEFULLY, i get patrick as my english teacher (cuz theres an advantage, heh) . if not i'll try my best to bullshit through and get to his class (: oh, and also, i have to avoid kien lim :\ cuz i didn't turn up for econs exam.

2. MY INTERNET WILL BE FAST AGAIN! like.. actually in a few minutes. WHEEEE (: finally man. endured 2 weeks of fucking slow internet. take like how long to load short youtube videos. all thanks to who eh? HEH.

3. nothing alrdy eh. haha. lousy series of events right. so not happening.

anyw, pretty tired now. for ths 3rd consecutive night, we played mahjong. J,B,J,M and i played till dawn. OH MY FATHER IS THE BEST :D he found some hack in the zelda wii game, so now i can play wii games of ANY REGION!

so guess whos a proud owner of "GUITAR HERO 3: LEGENDS OF ROCK" now? haha :) THANKS FATHER. haha :D

anyw, i had 2 hrs of sleep today and considering the past few days, yup. i've had very little sleep. kinda. went to murdoch uni with M and J this morning to check out some books J needed. Ate Macs breakfast AGAIN, unfortunately there wasn't any mighty mcmuffin. haha. but we got 2 free hashbrowns cuz they got our order wrong! heh. and the old women working there were really very nice and sweet (:

picked A up, then headed back to J's house. then we went city to makan and BUY OUR GAMES. HEE HEE HEE.

i guitar hero-ed for like.. in total about 3 hours +. the game is ADDICTIVE! :) super happy la. consider it a reward for myself from me for my results. HAHA. wth right.

so anyw, A and M are sleeping on the couch now, and i'm getting ready to go to sleep. i need more sleep for tmr!

damn. i still have so many things to settle. BAH. i shall go attend to them now.

i'll blog tmr la. BYEE.

yin2(:
- 11:29:00 PM

yin is an extremely happy girl! :D

i checked my student email just now and i received mail from taylors. my results were out since wednesday -_- and i didn't knw till today. how blur can i get?

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stupid michelle is stupid. ok. anyw.

I JUST GOT MOLESTED. AND MY KNEE SMELLS CHOWTAR! haha. whtever. crazy M.

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bah. got sidetracked. as i was saying, i think i did pretty well this term (: did 3 units, and i did very well for 2! econs doesn't matter cuz i dnt need it!

Use Of English - 86% (improvement from last year when i got 79%)
Geography - 87%
Economics - 34% (why? cos i didn't go for my final exam, and like i said i dnt need it.)

overall, my average has improved from 76.3% to 78.6%! and the cut-off point for entry for law is 79%! that means i'm only 0.4 % away for entering law! YES! WOOHOO! :D but anyw, my aim to get at least 80%, so hopefully i can get it! and if my results are over 80%, i might try to apply for vet science and law at murdoch. haha :) widen my options, take a chance. ah well.

thats all :) but thats why i'm happy :D

alright, going to pick people up to play mahjong now! BYE!

yin2(:
- 1:42:00 AM

dreamt abt D again. damnit. the dreams always annoy me, no matter the outcome, happy or sad. why? simply cause i dnt care. and i dnt want to care. and dreaming abt D forces me to think of her when i get up. so when will the day come when i dnt dream about her?

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like A said, i've been watching the sun rise every morning before i sleep! spent the night before at M's place and woke up to Morgan's usual annoying habits. "MORGAN SPEAKING!" and then he'll decide to stomp around the house, lifting random pieces of furniture as weights and making funny noises after doing his macho things. -_- oh, we've also been eating macs for the past few days. every night/morning, we'll drive out for macs. this morning, our total order added up to 7 MIGHTY MCCMUFFINs, 3 hashbrowns (yum) and 1 hotcakes, which ended up to be damn "7". then we were playing MAHJONG the whole night! haha so fun! J kept laughing non stop la! and it made me and M laugh like non-stop! lol. learnt a new retarded game! haha :D

oh, M will be staying with me during her study break! :D shes gna crash taylors too! wheeee!

so sch's starting on tuesday now, cause apparently monday is student free day. but i wanna knw my results! damn. gotta wait. meanwhile, i HAVE to accomplish these things!

1. RECEIPTS. god, i've left them hanging around for how many days already! running out of cash!
2. GROCERIES! -_- my house has no food. completely.
3. LAUNDRY okay, now i've got to hang them dry.

okay la. i think its almost time for dinner. probably going out with A and M, J and his housemates for dinner.

(:

yin2(:
- 5:43:00 PM

Trust. hah, what a complex word.

so many misunderstandings, problems and sorrow caused by it. of course, the other side of it does exist too :) happiness, laughter, being loved by "the one" (i'm not talking about God here), friends and family.

imagine, if trust didn't exist, there'd be chaos between friends, family and lovers. but trust comes with a price. lose it, and you've got to work to earn it back. you cheat on your lover, you lose their trust. you leak out your friend's secret, you lose their trust. you steal your parent's money, their trust in you drops. along with that, respect is also lost. sometimes, you get wounded so deep you might not trust yourself to trust others.

happens all the time. between everyone. yet, it continues to happen. why?

no idea. haha.

but to me, trust is essential, and impt. having it treasuring it, thats a great honour. if you have mine, dnt lose it :D if i have yours, well, i'm gna do my best to keep it! its a good feeling anyw :)))

omg, i feel so philosophical! heh.

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today, woke up at 9.30 and got out of bed at 10 and rushed to M's place, and guess who was still sleeping -_-. nvm. in the end i also fell asleep on her bed. until like 3. haha my body clock also nvr re-adjust. i'm supposed to have done my accounts and replied Canberra's E's letter! damn. shall do that tmr.

went to WITH A to eat hungry jacks (haha THANKS LA A), and then came back. then we kinda talked outside for awhile. haha yin is going for a fashion revamp on friday! haha :D harbour town! wheee. hmm. then we watched the notebook while eating dinner which M cooked! :) yayye!

hung arnd while more, then came back with A so she could use my internet cuz her assignments are due! and we are currently eating instant mash potatoes, baked beans and scrambled eggs!

i actually got a "bad egg" :((( it was like all black. eeeyuk. ruined my perfect eggs :(((

ah well. i'm gna continue reading "psychology for dummies" . its quite interesting actually (: and it keeps me occupied while waiting for sch to start next monday! AHHH. i'm actually waiting for it to start cuz i'm so bored!

well, got to go wash the dishes!

LATERS!

yin2(:
- 1:28:00 AM

i've officially been promoted to being a pig.

seriously, i've been loafing at home for the past 2 days. get up at 4 in the afternoon, eat, play my DS, use the com, eat, SLEEEEEEP. speaking of the internet, its SO FUCKED UP. its SO SLOW. i'm going crazy, even accessing email takes a whole 10 mins to load. SIGH. nevermind. i'm going to sleep soon, so i can adjust my body clock :)

tmr, i'm probably going to murdoch uni and company M till like 1.30, then gna stone at her house until her lab finishes. then i have no idea wht we are going to do. probably go for dinner or smthing.

ahh. note to myself, i've GOT to settle the receipts! if not, i'll be totally broke.

i should try to start motivating myself to exercise. but i absolutely hate jogging. jogging is kinda pointless (to me). i can't jog long enough to burn off my FATS. bleagh. i should go get a bike. M sold hers to A already. DAMN.

M's coming to stay soon! heh. :) the house shall be lively again! maybe we'll cook dinner again for everyone :D

can't wait! :D

yin2(:
- 10:11:00 PM

why am i always blogging about sad things?

damnit. i guess thats what a blog is for aye? you knw, i always feel like erasing entries on my blog, and like start a new one. if only life was like that. if only we could erase unwated memories and start anew. anyw, then i'll be too lazy to change my template and restart all over again. somehow, blogging, for me has changed over the years. i remember in sec 2, when i first started blogging, i'd be SO proud of my after i've blogged. now? i'll just.. okay. just write out my thoughts. haha. guess its diff now. yeah yeah. you'll be like, wtf is there to be so proud of? haha, honestly i have no idea.

slowly getting used to living alone. honestly its not as bad as i expected! i'm actually not scared (which i thought i would have been) and the house is much cleaner cuz i actually bothered to do like spring/fall cleaning and i'm super happy!

last night, went to pick april from james's house. and i stood outside for like 15 mins knocking and ringing the doorbell like and idiot. i was so freaking scared cause firstly, i didn't wear a jacket, secondly, there were FREAKING FLYING THINGS AROUND AND GOD KNWS LOTSA FUCKING COCKROACHES. thirdly, it was dark and the sensor light kept turning on and off, and i had to retardedly jump here and there to activate it -_- finally, i we left, then i went o makan macs. went over to mich's place talk talk talk until 2+. then went home. played pheonix wright 3 until i slept.

and i just woke up :D

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i'm wondering whether to send an email i just wrote. sigh.

i think i shall start blogging more frequently. good way to keep my and my thoughts occupied.

yin2(:
- 4:44:00 PM

E left auzzie (like forever haha) and went home today.

Yin is sad, cuz home suddenly feels rather empty.

and Yin already misses her housemate :( its only been like how many hours.

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wht am i gna do for a whole week aye? stone. be bored. irritate M. HAHA.

aiya. i wanna sleep alrdy la. dehydrated from the loss of water. haha.

bye bye.

yin2(:
- 9:06:00 PM

i haven't felt so relieved in a very long time. (no i mean in the feeling sense not the toilet sense -_-)

thank you, for telling me the truth. and for clearing it all up.

thank you too :)

and now, the anger's turned into sadness. :(

yin's happy, but sad.

ah well.

yin2(:
- 6:19:00 PM

haha, see? questions answered have proven my point!

loser (:

wonder why people are so scared to face their past.

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anyw, nothing much's been going on. been slacking SO super much got myself a PS2 and i've been playing it like mad. KH and KH2 ROCKS! and OMG LA. went out with E and F today, and i found out that guitar hero is sold out. SHIIITTTTEE. sucks man.

tmr going fishing with N and E , something to look forward to (:

sigh. i miss so many people. wheee. nvm i knw you all miss me too :D

where are youuu? :D

yin2(:
- 11:57:00 PM

so tired of EVERYTHING.

exams are over yet these problems arise.

guess i wasn't THAT suprised to find out.

why can't people just talk things out when they have problems? there wouldn't be anymore miscommunications.

bah. sadly in this world everyones a hypocrite - me included.

and it just SUCKS.

yin2(:
- 3:22:00 PM

you knw wht.

i'm pissed.

but i'm also sad. thought you'd be mature enough to settle this.

but whats that i read on your blog?

yea. its good we're just friends.

do you want this friendship or not?

just say no, and spare me the trouble.

fuck all this. take it all away. i dnt need friends like you.

yin2(:
- 8:45:00 PM

you knw, over the year, i believe i've matured.

apparently not everyone has.

lol, i couldn't care less anym. the past is the past, being open with it ain't no problem for me.

apparently not for some people.

lets see, i tried, told you how i felt. and i thought you were mature enough to handle all this.

apparently some people can't.

yup, i've changed - thank god for the better. not under your fucking spell anym, i wonder, why the hell did i even fall for you?

i settled the whole matter, telling you that it wasn't ME who did it. i told you that i already told the person not to do it again. so obviously i understand a blog is where you write wht you want. duh. think i'm so fucking stupid? so wtf are you so unhappy about? facing your fucked up past with me? lol. so when i personally told you how i felt, it was wrong to do so? least i didn't leave fucked up comments.

so i might have taken it the wrong way. i didn't twist it all around and fuck your life up. so? it was cleared. so why tf are you so upset?

i even thought you were cool about it - that we could go on being friends who had just quarrelled.

so go ahead, sulk, be sad, cry, oh wait i forgot, pray to god lol - oh wtf i dnt care. seriously. can't be bothered

for your sake and mine - lets just forget that i ever talked to you, and that we were ever friends.
not that i didn't try.
my eyes are opened and yup. i finally see your true colours.

thank you for getting out of my life :D

i have truly given up.

yin2(:
- 8:22:00 PM

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