Thursday, April 17, 2008
Trust. hah, what a complex word.
so many misunderstandings, problems and sorrow caused by it. of course, the other side of it does exist too :) happiness, laughter, being loved by "the one" (i'm not talking about God here), friends and family.
imagine, if trust didn't exist, there'd be chaos between friends, family and lovers. but trust comes with a price. lose it, and you've got to work to earn it back. you cheat on your lover, you lose their trust. you leak out your friend's secret, you lose their trust. you steal your parent's money, their trust in you drops. along with that, respect is also lost. sometimes, you get wounded so deep you might not trust yourself to trust others.
happens all the time. between everyone. yet, it continues to happen. why?
no idea. haha.
but to me, trust is essential, and impt. having it treasuring it, thats a great honour. if you have mine, dnt lose it :D if i have yours, well, i'm gna do my best to keep it! its a good feeling anyw :)))
omg, i feel so philosophical! heh.
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today, woke up at 9.30 and got out of bed at 10 and rushed to M's place, and guess who was still sleeping -_-. nvm. in the end i also fell asleep on her bed. until like 3. haha my body clock also nvr re-adjust. i'm supposed to have done my accounts and replied Canberra's E's letter! damn. shall do that tmr.
went to WITH A to eat hungry jacks (haha THANKS LA A), and then came back. then we kinda talked outside for awhile. haha yin is going for a fashion revamp on friday! haha :D harbour town! wheee. hmm. then we watched the notebook while eating dinner which M cooked! :) yayye!
hung arnd while more, then came back with A so she could use my internet cuz her assignments are due! and we are currently eating instant mash potatoes, baked beans and scrambled eggs!
i actually got a "bad egg" :((( it was like all black. eeeyuk. ruined my perfect eggs :(((
ah well. i'm gna continue reading "psychology for dummies" . its quite interesting actually (: and it keeps me occupied while waiting for sch to start next monday! AHHH. i'm actually waiting for it to start cuz i'm so bored!
well, got to go wash the dishes!
LATERS!
yin2(:
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