Monday, April 14, 2008
why am i always blogging about sad things?
damnit. i guess thats what a blog is for aye? you knw, i always feel like erasing entries on my blog, and like start a new one. if only life was like that. if only we could erase unwated memories and start anew. anyw, then i'll be too lazy to change my template and restart all over again. somehow, blogging, for me has changed over the years. i remember in sec 2, when i first started blogging, i'd be SO proud of my after i've blogged. now? i'll just.. okay. just write out my thoughts. haha. guess its diff now. yeah yeah. you'll be like, wtf is there to be so proud of? haha, honestly i have no idea.
slowly getting used to living alone. honestly its not as bad as i expected! i'm actually not scared (which i thought i would have been) and the house is much cleaner cuz i actually bothered to do like spring/fall cleaning and i'm super happy!
last night, went to pick april from james's house. and i stood outside for like 15 mins knocking and ringing the doorbell like and idiot. i was so freaking scared cause firstly, i didn't wear a jacket, secondly, there were FREAKING FLYING THINGS AROUND AND GOD KNWS LOTSA FUCKING COCKROACHES. thirdly, it was dark and the sensor light kept turning on and off, and i had to retardedly jump here and there to activate it -_- finally, i we left, then i went o makan macs. went over to mich's place talk talk talk until 2+. then went home. played pheonix wright 3 until i slept.
and i just woke up :D
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i'm wondering whether to send an email i just wrote. sigh.
i think i shall start blogging more frequently. good way to keep my and my thoughts occupied.
yin2(:
- 4:44:00 PM