Sunday, June 8, 2008
I quote from house :
" What i have difficulty with the whole concept of belief, is that faith isn't based on logic and experience."
but, i quote from a patient :
"I blamed God, I hated him for ruining my life, but i realized something. You can't be angry with God and not believe in him at the same time.
Conflicted aye.
but thats how i kinda feel, and the second one hit me. hard.
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anyw, as usual i was doing some random thinking, and i wanna do so many things. especially change my lifestyle here. I realized, from a super healthy athlete, i've become a slob.
all i do is eat, sleep, smoke, sit around.
actually, all that are okay. smoking of course i must and will cut down, slowly.
Usually, i smoke after meals (lunch and dinner), when i wait for BBT, and after the BBT comes, and when J is around. and when i'm bored with my smoking friends.
Like i said, i only wanna be social smoker. so to rectify this and cut down, i'm only going to smoke 1 after dinner, when at the BBT place, only smoke 1, and when J is around. No more smoking in school. NO MORE. I'm going to start going to the library every break or during lunch to start studying.
PLUS. i'm going to start exercising. either play some basketball, or go running in kings park. need to exercise BADLY, and i need to lose weight.
need to do this. i seriously need to do this.
yin2(:
- 10:49:00 PM