My heart's a BATTLEZONE

2008-07-03T01:57:00.002+08:00

HELLO!

i'm moving! because i can't stand the way my blog looks on safari!

http://scribbledorange.wordpress.com

come visit! (: too bad theres no tag board, but feel free to comment! :D

2008-06-29T05:05:00.002+08:00

i am SOOO loving my mac!

its seriously the best :D

and its pretty early now, supposed to be sleeping cos one of my mom's friends treating me to brunch. actually i dnt really wanna go. but wht to do. AH WELL.

will be back tomorrow! :D

i have cheered up about my hair :))

thanks to those who cheered me up! :D

2008-06-28T02:02:00.002+08:00

i'm fucking upset.

i told my hair dresser to just slightly layer my hair. and keep it the same length.

ITS FUCKING UGLY NOW LA. WTF MAN. my fringe is gone, i can't even tie my hair anymore. FUCK LA. i hate this. i'm fucking upset cos i've been growing my hair since december.

and its fucking all chopped off now. fuck la.

UGHHHH.

2008-06-22T22:27:00.005+08:00

I was inititally in a crappy mood, and when i looked through my phone pictures, i felt happier! :D

Well, tomorrow's computing, and i'm still happily blogging. haha, not too scared for practical, but i'm pretty scared for theory. But i'm starting to get hungry!

anyw, 4 MORE DAYS :) YAYYES!

Rainbow outside my house
HMM. HAHA.
Just woke up. BLUR.
CUTE RIGHT! at the vets (:
DUH...

KIBUMMIE LOVE! :D
YUM.
PRO SIA.
JAMES GAN - THE CHEF!

ERRRR. what is the woman doing? HAHA

yin is fat. She is depressed. She tries to convince herself to exercise, but note the keyword is tries. i shall comfort myself in saying its winter now. DAMNN. I NEED EXERCISE. I WANT BASKETBALL. BUT MINES STILL DEFLATED -__-.

OKAY BYEEE!

The truth is hard. The truth is awkward and very often the truth hurts. I mean, people think they want the truth. But do they really?

2008-06-15T06:48:00.006+08:00

hello (:

yes, i knw, what an awkward time to blog. 6 in the morning. haha, well, J and his cousin are over. we studied and ate and guitar hero-ed. i'm gna fall asleep pretty soon.

Exams are coming. VERY SOON i might add. lotsa work to be done, lotsa things to memorise.

Friday 20th July 2008: English Theme
Saturday 21st July 2008: Geography
Monday 23rd July 2008: Computing

I'm going back on the 26th! :D woohoo! Singapore, here i COME! Can't wait to get my Macbook Pro (yes i've decided). PSP? now, i'm undecided, cos J has lent me his. haha.

OH YES. MY NEW LOVE.

NOW I KEEP THINKING ABOUT IT. OMG LA. i'm tempted to take up J's offer of coming back on the 10th to queue up for the iphone 3G!

can't wait to go back to SG, can't wait to see parents, can't wait to see my dogs, can't wait to see friends, can't wait for FOOD! can't wait for everything! :D

There's a point in your life when you get tired of fixing everything & trying to make everyone happy. When you finally decide to quit, it's NOT giving up. its realizing you dont need certain people and the bullshit they bring in to your life.

hope you're alright though.

2008-06-08T22:49:00.003+08:00

I quote from house :

" What i have difficulty with the whole concept of belief, is that faith isn't based on logic and experience."

but, i quote from a patient :

"I blamed God, I hated him for ruining my life, but i realized something. You can't be angry with God and not believe in him at the same time.

Conflicted aye.

but thats how i kinda feel, and the second one hit me. hard.

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anyw, as usual i was doing some random thinking, and i wanna do so many things. especially change my lifestyle here. I realized, from a super healthy athlete, i've become a slob.

all i do is eat, sleep, smoke, sit around.

actually, all that are okay. smoking of course i must and will cut down, slowly.

Usually, i smoke after meals (lunch and dinner), when i wait for BBT, and after the BBT comes, and when J is around. and when i'm bored with my smoking friends.

Like i said, i only wanna be social smoker. so to rectify this and cut down, i'm only going to smoke 1 after dinner, when at the BBT place, only smoke 1, and when J is around. No more smoking in school. NO MORE. I'm going to start going to the library every break or during lunch to start studying.

PLUS. i'm going to start exercising. either play some basketball, or go running in kings park. need to exercise BADLY, and i need to lose weight.

need to do this. i seriously need to do this.

2008-06-03T21:18:00.002+08:00

right now i have to attempt to do my analytical essay on lance armstrong. bleagh. sometimes i wish they didn't change the english 3 format :( but oh well. live with it.

Right now, i just have to hit 81% and above. must must must. so.. hope i can do it.

1. i need to cut down on what i eat. seriously. water diet!!!
2. cut down on smoking. really. i refuse to smoke in sg. let it be an auzzie thing. i just wanna be a social smoker so yeah.

ok. work.

bye.

2008-05-31T21:10:00.003+08:00

these few days have been a blur.

but i've been happy :) and thats wht counts! i've decided NO MORE. I'm tired of all the shit. so just forget it. dnt wanna be associated with you. yuck.

SO. applying for Murdoch on Monday. going to see some counseller, so.. hope everything'll be fine.

I hope i did well for geog assignment, now i got the analytical essay to do and pass up on Thursday. bleagh.

okay. personal statement time :)

byeee!

2008-05-29T04:13:00.002+08:00

hello.

i'm STILL fucked. want to knw why?

because its 4 in the morning, and i have yet to start on my english. i'm still on tertiary industries for geog.

and someone's calling me - M LIM.

and i'm still stuck on tertiary.

MUMMMYYYYY.

2008-05-28T19:00:00.003+08:00

aiya. whtever la. not important.

WORK!! :D

2008-05-28T16:25:00.000+08:00

i'm so fucked man.

geog and english assignments due TOMORROW.

and i feel like redoing geog, like putting it in a different pattern.

okay la tomorow for eng its just a draft.

I DNT KNWW.

2008-05-27T00:15:00.002+08:00

4 weeks and 2 days left. i can't wait to go back to singapore! AHHH. the wait is killing me. PSP. MACBOOK. DOUBLE AHHHHH! :D

just a few more weeks of studying and stressing. got to give it my all. it boils down to this term. i'm doing okay for geog so far. i think i'm screwing up english, so i gotta give it my best for computing, now that i knw that the test i screwed up was only 5% thank god. seriously, i'd do anything to get into murdoch law! i want it SO SO MUCH.

stupid taylors screwed up my results, GAH. so angry with them! kinda ruined my day. BOOBY TOO. fucking arrogant britain bitch.

so, i got to finish up my geog and english assignment asap. facing the same problem with both. so much so say, so many ideas, but i dnt knw how to put it together. gah.

gna continue. wish me luck! :)

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If you want it
You already got it 
If you thought it 
It better be what you want 
If you feel it 
It must be real just 
Say the word and imma give you what you want  

We only got 4 minutes to save the world;

2008-05-24T22:21:00.004+08:00

going to start on my geography assignment soon. i think i actually kinda screwed up my english :( also i have to complete my computing on my computer cos i missed class the other day. DAMN.
nothing much to update. yesterday i went to harbour town with M, and i bought a super nice and comfy green bathrobe ! (: also, a nike ball for $7 bucks! (only thing is, its not inflated -_-) i also bought this vest thing, which actually fits me (: YAYYE! happy (:

5 more weeks till i go back to singapore! i'll be back on the 26th! and i'm going to get my WHITE PSP on that weekend! WHEEEE :D

right now, i think i'm gna go murdoch. because...its a faster, and more direct, more confirmed route. so i gotta raise my average. seriously gotta hit 80% and above. yup. UWA.. still gna apply for it. see how first la.

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the feeling comes and goes. the anger and hurt will probably be there always - but so will the love (friendship). i dnt need you, but i still wish you well. and once in a while, there is that constant urge to read your blog. The chance to take a glimpse of what you're going through. bittersweet feelings will arise. but we're both different people now. so it will never work. Given ur past, with our very different mindsets and beliefs, it just can't work out. but i still worry about you, because i want my friend to be okay. romantically, there ain't anything there anym, and i'm glad to have esacped it. but yes, randomly i miss you. hope you're okay.

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HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY BLISS!

you lousy pok! you're legal! GAH. angry! AND SOMEONE NEVER PICK UP MY CALLS YESTERDAY. AND I CALLED ALL DAY. HAH. PROOF I DIDN'T FORGET! :D nvm you got to hear my beeeauutiful and sincere voice today :) and you got your scolding too :D haha, you're on of my best buddies, so thank you for everything okay :) and i'm really glad you're always there and stuff :) I MISS YOU! and we are going to hang out MORE when i get back yes? :D PICK UP NEXT YEAR OKAY YOU HEALTHY FENCER (who happens to be like one of the best in ~~singapore~~ THE WORLD! :D LOVE YA!

alright! pictures of random things - then off to work!:)

HAND-PULL MILK TEA. LITERAL TRANSLATION. HAHA.

SNOW AND ME (:

MY BABY (:

Malisa and me (: she came to Perth for her hols, and we went out to nandos and timezone in northbridge (:

BYE!

2008-05-20T00:35:00.002+08:00

i miss my mummy and daddy. i felt so sad when my dad left today :( lately i've been worried about them somehow. aiya. miss them alot la.

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went to trinity to find J to pass him the ciggs. went to macs for supper, then fucking aussie kids came "begging" for food. so we jsut ignored them. then when we walked out, they threw my unfinished drink at us. like WTF man. J wanted to pour the drink over the boy's head, but he just went to put the coke back instead.

so me and R decided to take revenge. we drove pass, and shouted "FUCK YOU!!!" haha! they shouted back, but then to escape i had to chooing red light! AHHH. heck la.

its like. so sad, yet so angry. parents never bring them up properly.

somehow, i feel very blessed now.

yes, i miss my parents again.

think i'm starting to feel quite homesick.

sigh.

2008-05-17T17:06:00.004+08:00

just woke up at 4.45pm, after a long 9 hours of sleep. got woken up by the bloody crow. so fucking noisy! bleagh. haha, last night, we had mahjong, once again. i struggled to survive through the night this time. I have NO idea why i've been so tired lately! damn. something wrong with me. and i lost at mahjong again -_- luck no good sia. nvm! there will be other times! haha :D and we will execute our plan! wheeeee.

i saw "the mummy 3, something abt the dragon emperor" when i opened my internet page. and i watched the trailer on youtube. i realized how much i miss watchin movies, because it's been AGES since i've seen one. There are SO many movies i wanna catch, for example, enchanted (the one where the cartoon becomes real life). sitting there in the cinema for 2 hours, where you enjoy your time and escape reality. damn. i do miss it. but then again. with the icky cinema's in perth. lol. next time i shall go watch things at garden city with M.

everybody's turning legal! on that note,

HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY MEIRYL (:

i still gotta wait a few more months. but i've planned it out! as my birthday falls on a sunday, i'm going to the casino, clubbing, drinking ALL on that sunday! WOOOT!!

sigh. i realized i miss my singapore friends so much. those who bother to meet up with me, those who haven't forgotten me. damn. nvm. 28th of june draws closer and closer (:

i think i'm going to skip the ball. too leychey. i was never that kind of person who likes to dress up - let alone take so much effort to do it. NAHHHH. no thanks. i'm just gna go annoy M and J.heh.

OOHH. i had a weird dream. okay, since when do i not have weird dreams right. HAHA. i dreamt i was getting married, and it was an ARRANGED MARRIAGE. i was super scared, and i was ANNOYED! because one, i didn't really agree to it, two, my friends weren't there and HELLO it was my freaking wedding! three, i was secretly attached to a guy, and APPARENTLY, so was the other party to a girl. then when i waited for the groom, suddenly this hunched back guy walked in. he was dressed decently, but he looked old. for the moment i was like.."FUCK. I'M GOING TO MARRY SUCH AN OLD MAN?" and luckily, i breathed a sigh of relief when i found out that he was just the pastor. then my future husband walked in with another woman ( i presume his girlfriend.) and somehow i felt a twang of jealousy. hmm. haha. HE WAS CUTE MAN. i was relieved. seriously. european guy. then after the whole ceremony, i was walking around in my wedding dress, and coins fell out of the pants i was wearing secretly underneath ( my pe pants i think) and obviously my mother-in-law didn't like it.

then the crow woke me up. haha. i have the weirdest dreams.

i've got assignments piling up.
1. Geography assignment
2.Two English analytical essays
3. Tank Man perspective

next week i'm probably going to have the stressful geog test, and i can't afford to miss english class in the morning again.

actually i find english 3 slightly more interesting this term! i actually enjoy patrick's classes, and reading the book, isn't actually a chore. i read it in my free time (: happy to do so. wheeee. so sad, lance divorced his wife :(( it was supposed to be a happy ending! DAMN.

ok posting a few pictures. i think i shall start posting more pictures.

go one. LAUGH. lol.
bike riding in the rain last year
enbin, caroline and me!

My FATHER, April, Roy and me
MY NEW LOVE, KIBUM (:
GUESS WHO. James playing guitar hero, April sleeping at my house. MISS MY BINGO!
Random picture in the toilet, from my cousins weddi earlier this year.

OKAY. I GOTTA RUN! pickin daddy up from the airport!

2008-05-13T16:37:00.003+08:00

okay, alot of random things to blog about!

1. geog tomorrow! and today is stressful day. going to continue right after this.

2. i'm starting to dislike my computing teacher. seriously. shes freaking biased, she goes too fast, she doesn't care for the student's needs.The point is - shes not a good teacher. thats all. i thought she was nice at first. yup. first impressions are definately wrong. If i didn't want to learn about microsoft excel, i think i' drop computing.

3. One fine holiday, i want to go on a fun holiday, that has GOT to include going to many amusement parks ( like those roller coaster theme parks), disneyland and disneyworld, warner bros, places like SUNCITY :D where we can go dune buggy riding or play outdoor sports like jet skiing, para-sailing. PLUS, i wanna go SNOWBOARDING! bleagh. so many things wanna do!! AHHHHH.

4. theres no choice, i've got to apply to UWA arts to get to UWA law. i am seriously considering murdoch now. going to go apply this thursday. but then again. my thoughts are all mixed up. if i get to UWA, i want to do just that "law" degree. wonder how that thing works. apparently many people and "beat" the system and just do a single degree"

5. I GOT MY PETER PAN OST! :D YAYYE FOR ME!

6. now kinda stuck back on super junior! haha watching full house on youtube. its freaking funny la!!! die la. i think i like Kibum more that Kangin now. haha not forgetting the other member i like (: wheeee.

7. I MISS SINGAPORE. i want to eat/sleep/play with bingo/buy my mac/ buy my psp/meet my best friend/ meet my clique/ irritate caroline (haha yayy, we're going to get a treat. lalala!) but then i'll get bored after 2 weeks. haha. i want to play tales of legendia again! haha! ok i want my white psp nowwwww. bleagh.

8.me miss mummy and daddy ):

okay, thats all the random things (:

time to geog!

BYE!

2008-05-11T21:46:00.002+08:00

i haven't updated for almost a week!

haha, time kinda flew by. my mom's safely back in singapore already, my geog test is over and i'm all alone at home now! just had mee goreng and an egg for dinner. simple aye (:

like i said, good and bad. anyhow i miss my parents. and i'm beginning to miss singapore quite abit.

so past few days, i've been playing mahjong with M, J and A. AND I KEEP LOSING. bleagghhh. nvm! there will be other opportunities! HAHA :D

so the uni thing is annoying me. ALOT. too lazy to explain the whole situation, but it looks like i've got to get into arts first, then transfer to law. ah well. maybe thats the way god wants it to be. nevertheless i shall not screw up taylors this term!

I WANT THE PETER PAN OST :((( quite badly. :(((

ooh, and today is mother's day! (: well, at least in perth it is.

mm. tmr getting geog test back. i hope i get full marks.

ah well. going to go smoke now.

BYEEE.

2008-05-06T21:21:00.002+08:00

Dear Jamie,

You can apply for Law/Arts mid-year. If accepted, you can start the arts side of your degree for second semester and then start the law units the next year.

If you don't get in, you can enrol in straight arts and then re-apply for a combined arts/law course.

Deborah

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PLEEEASE LET ME BE ABLE TO GET THAT OFFER STRAIGHT.

i'm confused because i went down to the international centre today, and they said it wasn't possible.

but there is HOPE now!

AHHH. PLEEEEEEASE.

2008-05-06T01:31:00.004+08:00

Hi Deborah,

Sorry for bombarding you with so many questions! (:

My friend from Taylors College did her foundation course and graduated last year, in 2007 during the mid year intake. however, she was offered a law/arts degree straight. I was just wondering how that was possible and if i could be offered the same thing if i am accepted into law. If i do manage to get at least an average of 80% this term, would it be possible to offer me a place? Would it be possible to appeal? I am extremely keen in studying law, and would be extremely grateful if you took my request into serious consideration.

Also, if i decided to apply for law.arts during the next intake in January 2009 with an 80% average, do i still have to go through this process of taking up an arts degree first? Or would i be offered the law/arts degree straight?

thanks (:

regards,

Jamie

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oh gawd. i sound desperate right. sigh.

anything for law.

Thank you, C, M, J, R, for talking sense into my head, and making me feel better (:

School tomorrow, things to settle, and geog to study for.

lets go!

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i hate missing you. i miss being able to talk to you like nothing was wrong. perhaps i dnt need you as a friend. perhaps you're not worth it. but somehow, deep down. i regret. and sometimes i dnt want to show that i'm weak. somehow, i just miss you. esp in times like these.

2008-05-05T22:22:00.002+08:00

i dnt knw wht the fuck i'm studying so hard for.

i dnt knw wht the fuck i'm doing in taylors. if i knew, then i shdn't have extended right. what the hell.

i dnt knw wht to do now. i can't stand the wait. i HATE waiting.

and now... if i dnt get it.

i just feel like everythings gna end. i want it SO bad.

fuck la.

2008-05-05T16:56:00.002+08:00

-_- computing SUCKED. i got everything mixed up. BAH. luckily computing's not very important. ah well. I TRIED. at least i managed to finish up my homework and assignment! :D

next up will be geography! woo. GO! ok whtever.

daddy went to NZ yesterday, and mommy's going back to sg this sunday. going to be alone again! once again, its good and bad.

nothing much to update. ohhh. i found super junior M's new album, so i downloaded it. haha the lyrics are quite cute so (:

went down south to M's house to get my ipod back, and also give M her groceries. ate lunch, then we went for a CARWASH! haha! manual one, and it was quite fun! :D went to buy more groceries and here i am back at home.

study soon!

byeee.

ps. haha i found J's handphone in the mahjong table drawer haha (:

2008-05-03T01:49:00.002+08:00

yest i slept at 5, got woken up by some person who had to fi x my window, so i moved to my moms room. then woke up at 3 in the afternoon.

had dinner with aunty J and T, and my parents. came home to play mahjong! haha! aunty J was learning so it was quite fun! :D

anyw, i'm definately taking law/arts. but now, i'm stuck between asian studies and psych! asian studies seems interesting and pretty useful, but i've got to learn a language! while psychology is quite helpful in all aspects for law.

so which one will it be?

and i'm pretty worried they wnt give me a law/arts (whichever) offer straight away.

GAH. my head hurts. gna sleep now. shall woryy tomorrow and do work tomorrow too!

nite.

2008-04-30T21:17:00.002+08:00

Band geeks are losers.

the only one i like is the guy from american pie! HAHA.

okay, random!

2008-04-30T21:05:00.002+08:00

so i'm feeling tired. wondering whether its from the steak i ate, or whether its from all the smoking, or whether its just from the whole day.

i didn't go to murdoch in the end, felt it was too rush! so i hung out at the smoking area with D for like, 3 hours (: was quite fun! talked alot about many random things.

AND. during geog, they were checking the year book for UWA, like all the entry requirements and stuff. ENTRY CUT OFF POINT FOR LAW IS 78%. WOOT. I'M IN! haha! super happy man! but i'm still gna work hard this term!

nothing much to update about, just that, homework is starting to pile up, and i'm not minding - YET. anyw, school starts at 11.30 for me tomorrow (: rock on! and now i'm going to continue with my computing assignment!

BYE!

nice quotes from nice shows shall be put up more often now! :D

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In the beginning God created the heaven and the earth - at least that's what they say - he created the birds of the air and the beasts of the field and he looked at his creation and he saw that it was good...

and then God created man and it's been downhill ever since.

haha (:

2008-04-29T22:31:00.002+08:00

i quote from C, "Parents. Can't live with 'em, can't live without 'em" well its true. actually, thats only for my mom. dnt get me wrong i love my mom. just can't get along with her sometimes. ah well.

schools kinda draggy. waiting for more work to come. yes, call me crazy. when work piles up you'll start hearing me complain.

tmr i'm going to down to murdoch. gna pass M her forgotten shoes and apply for murdoch law. gah.

nothing much to blog about la. just gna surf the net then go sleep.

next week, computing assignment due on monday, together with the test. ah well. and i have a feeling geog got test next mon too. AHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

nite.

2008-04-27T19:35:00.002+08:00

i had this dream last night. i was like, really happy. but of course. dreams - will remain dreams.

and here i am back into reality. listening to the theme song of the sims 2 which M and A happily build their dream houses, and create their families and stories and all the "WOOHOO-ing" going on. :D

we might go for nando's later. but i'm LAZY. i just bathed. BAH. oh yeah, we went for hungry jacks just now, and we met S! haha she was working there! so coincidental, but anyw, we got extra fries! YAYYE :)

lalala. i completed guitar hero on medium mode. i attempted to try hard mode to no avail. its so hard, cuz the extra button makes it harder. heck. let me master medium first. :D

did i mention i want a psp? haha. DJ MAX is like guitar hero away from home (: i think there will nice RPG's coming out. i hope kingdom hearts comes out with a PSP version. i will SO buy that game. we shall see. i will buy it in singapore la. but when? i dnt knw.

lala. shall do computing assignment soon. i am determined not to leave anything till the last minute now!

oh well.

BYE!

2008-04-26T16:18:00.002+08:00

i just read something and i feel the need to laugh! i guess, after everything, my hearts kinda hardened. i might still be a softie, but perhaps a cautious one? just so damn ridiculous how mushed up one can be. yuck. sometimes, i just wanna run back into the past. but most of the time, NAHHH. pretty happy where i am right now. live life to the fullest! :) i'm sooo gna have a better life.

DAMNIT. fuck the construction! its like a saturday and they're fucking NOISY! its like right ABOVE my apartment! BAH.ok. sorry. that was just annoying me. haha.

so i'm pondering once again, wht i should do. eat? study? well actually theres not much to study. play guitar hero? hmm.

i wonder where M dissappeared to! woke up this afternoon and she was gonnneee! A's still sleeping. and i dnt knw if we're going for that church thing tonight.

last night i managed to watch one episode of desperate housewives and 6/8's of a grey's anatomy episode. DAMN. haha. and i realize i watch alot of tv. like alot. lets think of all my favourite shows! (from top to bottom, actually no. i reaaallllyyy like them all!)

1.Grey's Anatomy
2.Desperate Housewives
3.The L word
4.Heroes
5.Law & Order SVU
6.House
7.Gossip Girl
8. Lost

okay. yes. you can see i'm an english drama follower. :D and i'm lovin it! woot! thank god the writer's strike is OVER! now i can continue happily watching my shows!

okay, time to eat, cuz left over food smells good!

BYE!

2008-04-25T21:03:00.002+08:00

feeling abit high now, dnt knw why! haha. i just came back from tiffany's birthday party (: thank you A for accompanying me! food was not bad.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, TIFFANY AND JAMIE! :D

though i'm sure they wnt see this. HAHA. ah well.

M is currently sleeping, and A is playing the sims2, while i wait patiently for 12 so i can start watching desperate housewives, gossip girl and grey's anatomy! and i wanna download my peter pan OST and treasure planet OST :( i realize i like all the songs composed by james newton howard. very nice to study to. gives me motivation!

guitar hero's effects are starting to wear off, which is good. i can't get too addicted to it. hmm. just wondering wht to do now. work? but there really is, kinda nothing to do. AHH. i knw. play my REAL guitar. i'm like neglecting it! for a fake guitar -_-

anyw, my parents are coming this monday. moms gna stay for i think abt 3 weeks to a month. dads coming and going. oh, and M will be visiting perth! :)

an i haven't gone out with C yet, though we're supposed to.

my body clock is all over the place, and i really need to adjust it. that day, i was late for sch. i completely missed computing and came half hr late for geog. DAMN. nvm, that probably wnt happen again cuz mom's gna be here.

nothing much to look forward to. alright, i shall motivate my self to work toward my MAC and PSP. wheeee.

TARGETS FOR THIS TERM

Geography 2 - 90%
English 3 - 85%
Computing 2 - 80%

okay. GO GO GO!

randomly, i feel like removing my tagboard. hah. okay.

BYE.

2008-04-23T16:17:00.002+08:00

just came back from school, and i'm actually pretty exhausted and at the same time, awake. i know, so weird right.

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sigh. i knw its my fault. i brought it upon myself. but i just find it so unfair, and i guess i do feel hurt. maybe, as usual, i'm thinking too much about it. i guess i gotta earn that trust back. just feel so distant suddenly. sigh. gotta work hard. i'm determined to do this! infact, i'm gna work the hardest on it! :D

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i fell asleep in computing today, just couldn't take it. i didn't sleep the whole of last night! so i think lasting till now is not too bad! the cause? heh. guitar hero. its insanely addictive. infact i'm going to play right after i blog! my wrists actually hurt from the strumming.

so far, schools been good (: i managed to get patrick as my english teacher, and also a good timetable! so good, i don't have to go to school every friday! :D moreover, the friends i have in class are quite okay too! (:

things have been alright, i just have to work hard this term, and do my best! (:

p.s should i go to the school ball?

guitar hero time! :D

2008-04-21T23:29:00.002+08:00

a series of events are finally taking place tmr! 22nd, the day i've been waiting for, since.. last week. haha!

1. sch starts! not that eager anym, since i already knw my results, but what i'm most concerned about now is my timetable. HOPEFULLY, i get patrick as my english teacher (cuz theres an advantage, heh) . if not i'll try my best to bullshit through and get to his class (: oh, and also, i have to avoid kien lim :\ cuz i didn't turn up for econs exam.

2. MY INTERNET WILL BE FAST AGAIN! like.. actually in a few minutes. WHEEEE (: finally man. endured 2 weeks of fucking slow internet. take like how long to load short youtube videos. all thanks to who eh? HEH.

3. nothing alrdy eh. haha. lousy series of events right. so not happening.

anyw, pretty tired now. for ths 3rd consecutive night, we played mahjong. J,B,J,M and i played till dawn. OH MY FATHER IS THE BEST :D he found some hack in the zelda wii game, so now i can play wii games of ANY REGION!

so guess whos a proud owner of "GUITAR HERO 3: LEGENDS OF ROCK" now? haha :) THANKS FATHER. haha :D

anyw, i had 2 hrs of sleep today and considering the past few days, yup. i've had very little sleep. kinda. went to murdoch uni with M and J this morning to check out some books J needed. Ate Macs breakfast AGAIN, unfortunately there wasn't any mighty mcmuffin. haha. but we got 2 free hashbrowns cuz they got our order wrong! heh. and the old women working there were really very nice and sweet (:

picked A up, then headed back to J's house. then we went city to makan and BUY OUR GAMES. HEE HEE HEE.

i guitar hero-ed for like.. in total about 3 hours +. the game is ADDICTIVE! :) super happy la. consider it a reward for myself from me for my results. HAHA. wth right.

so anyw, A and M are sleeping on the couch now, and i'm getting ready to go to sleep. i need more sleep for tmr!

damn. i still have so many things to settle. BAH. i shall go attend to them now.

i'll blog tmr la. BYEE.

2008-04-20T01:42:00.002+08:00

yin is an extremely happy girl! :D

i checked my student email just now and i received mail from taylors. my results were out since wednesday -_- and i didn't knw till today. how blur can i get?

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stupid michelle is stupid. ok. anyw.

I JUST GOT MOLESTED. AND MY KNEE SMELLS CHOWTAR! haha. whtever. crazy M.

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bah. got sidetracked. as i was saying, i think i did pretty well this term (: did 3 units, and i did very well for 2! econs doesn't matter cuz i dnt need it!

Use Of English - 86% (improvement from last year when i got 79%)
Geography - 87%
Economics - 34% (why? cos i didn't go for my final exam, and like i said i dnt need it.)

overall, my average has improved from 76.3% to 78.6%! and the cut-off point for entry for law is 79%! that means i'm only 0.4 % away for entering law! YES! WOOHOO! :D but anyw, my aim to get at least 80%, so hopefully i can get it! and if my results are over 80%, i might try to apply for vet science and law at murdoch. haha :) widen my options, take a chance. ah well.

thats all :) but thats why i'm happy :D

alright, going to pick people up to play mahjong now! BYE!

2008-04-19T17:43:00.003+08:00

dreamt abt D again. damnit. the dreams always annoy me, no matter the outcome, happy or sad. why? simply cause i dnt care. and i dnt want to care. and dreaming abt D forces me to think of her when i get up. so when will the day come when i dnt dream about her?

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like A said, i've been watching the sun rise every morning before i sleep! spent the night before at M's place and woke up to Morgan's usual annoying habits. "MORGAN SPEAKING!" and then he'll decide to stomp around the house, lifting random pieces of furniture as weights and making funny noises after doing his macho things. -_- oh, we've also been eating macs for the past few days. every night/morning, we'll drive out for macs. this morning, our total order added up to 7 MIGHTY MCCMUFFINs, 3 hashbrowns (yum) and 1 hotcakes, which ended up to be damn "7". then we were playing MAHJONG the whole night! haha so fun! J kept laughing non stop la! and it made me and M laugh like non-stop! lol. learnt a new retarded game! haha :D

oh, M will be staying with me during her study break! :D shes gna crash taylors too! wheeee!

so sch's starting on tuesday now, cause apparently monday is student free day. but i wanna knw my results! damn. gotta wait. meanwhile, i HAVE to accomplish these things!

1. RECEIPTS. god, i've left them hanging around for how many days already! running out of cash!
2. GROCERIES! -_- my house has no food. completely.
3. ~~LAUNDRY~~ okay, now i've got to hang them dry.

okay la. i think its almost time for dinner. probably going out with A and M, J and his housemates for dinner.

(:

2008-04-17T01:28:00.004+08:00

Trust. hah, what a complex word.

so many misunderstandings, problems and sorrow caused by it. of course, the other side of it does exist too :) happiness, laughter, being loved by "the one" (i'm not talking about God here), friends and family.

imagine, if trust didn't exist, there'd be chaos between friends, family and lovers. but trust comes with a price. lose it, and you've got to work to earn it back. you cheat on your lover, you lose their trust. you leak out your friend's secret, you lose their trust. you steal your parent's money, their trust in you drops. along with that, respect is also lost. sometimes, you get wounded so deep you might not trust yourself to trust others.

happens all the time. between everyone. yet, it continues to happen. why?

no idea. haha.

but to me, trust is essential, and impt. having it treasuring it, thats a great honour. if you have mine, dnt lose it :D if i have yours, well, i'm gna do my best to keep it! its a good feeling anyw :)))

omg, i feel so philosophical! heh.

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today, woke up at 9.30 and got out of bed at 10 and rushed to M's place, and guess who was still sleeping -_-. nvm. in the end i also fell asleep on her bed. until like 3. haha my body clock also nvr re-adjust. i'm supposed to have done my accounts and replied Canberra's E's letter! damn. shall do that tmr.

went to WITH A to eat hungry jacks (haha THANKS LA A), and then came back. then we kinda talked outside for awhile. haha yin is going for a fashion revamp on friday! haha :D harbour town! wheee. hmm. then we watched the notebook while eating dinner which M cooked! :) yayye!

hung arnd while more, then came back with A so she could use my internet cuz her assignments are due! and we are currently eating instant mash potatoes, baked beans and scrambled eggs!

i actually got a "bad egg" :((( it was like all black. eeeyuk. ruined my perfect eggs :(((

ah well. i'm gna continue reading "psychology for dummies" . its quite interesting actually (: and it keeps me occupied while waiting for sch to start next monday! AHHH. i'm actually waiting for it to start cuz i'm so bored!

well, got to go wash the dishes!

LATERS!

2008-04-15T22:11:00.002+08:00

i've officially been promoted to being a pig.

seriously, i've been loafing at home for the past 2 days. get up at 4 in the afternoon, eat, play my DS, use the com, eat, SLEEEEEEP. speaking of the internet, its SO FUCKED UP. its SO SLOW. i'm going crazy, even accessing email takes a whole 10 mins to load. SIGH. nevermind. i'm going to sleep soon, so i can adjust my body clock :)

tmr, i'm probably going to murdoch uni and company M till like 1.30, then gna stone at her house until her lab finishes. then i have no idea wht we are going to do. probably go for dinner or smthing.

ahh. note to myself, i've GOT to settle the receipts! if not, i'll be totally broke.

i should try to start motivating myself to exercise. but i absolutely hate jogging. jogging is kinda pointless (to me). i can't jog long enough to burn off my FATS. bleagh. i should go get a bike. M sold hers to A already. DAMN.

M's coming to stay soon! heh. :) the house shall be lively again! maybe we'll cook dinner again for everyone :D

can't wait! :D

2008-04-14T16:44:00.002+08:00

why am i always blogging about sad things?

damnit. i guess thats what a blog is for aye? you knw, i always feel like erasing entries on my blog, and like start a new one. if only life was like that. if only we could erase unwated memories and start anew. anyw, then i'll be too lazy to change my template and restart all over again. somehow, blogging, for me has changed over the years. i remember in sec 2, when i first started blogging, i'd be SO proud of my after i've blogged. now? i'll just.. okay. just write out my thoughts. haha. guess its diff now. yeah yeah. you'll be like, wtf is there to be so proud of? haha, honestly i have no idea.

slowly getting used to living alone. honestly its not as bad as i expected! i'm actually not scared (which i thought i would have been) and the house is much cleaner cuz i actually bothered to do like spring/fall cleaning and i'm super happy!

last night, went to pick april from james's house. and i stood outside for like 15 mins knocking and ringing the doorbell like and idiot. i was so freaking scared cause firstly, i didn't wear a jacket, secondly, there were FREAKING FLYING THINGS AROUND AND GOD KNWS LOTSA FUCKING COCKROACHES. thirdly, it was dark and the sensor light kept turning on and off, and i had to retardedly jump here and there to activate it -_- finally, i we left, then i went o makan macs. went over to mich's place talk talk talk until 2+. then went home. played pheonix wright 3 until i slept.

and i just woke up :D

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i'm wondering whether to send an email i just wrote. sigh.

i think i shall start blogging more frequently. good way to keep my and my thoughts occupied.

2008-04-13T21:06:00.002+08:00

E left auzzie (like forever haha) and went home today.

Yin is sad, cuz home suddenly feels rather empty.

and Yin already misses her housemate :( its only been like how many hours.

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wht am i gna do for a whole week aye? stone. be bored. irritate M. HAHA.

aiya. i wanna sleep alrdy la. dehydrated from the loss of water. haha.

bye bye.

2008-04-09T18:19:00.003+08:00

i haven't felt so relieved in a very long time. (no i mean in the feeling sense not the toilet sense -_-)

thank you, for telling me the truth. and for clearing it all up.

thank you too :)

and now, the anger's turned into sadness. :(

yin's happy, but sad.

ah well.

2008-04-07T23:57:00.002+08:00

haha, see? questions answered have proven my point!

loser (:

wonder why people are so scared to face their past.

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anyw, nothing much's been going on. been slacking SO super much got myself a PS2 and i've been playing it like mad. KH and KH2 ROCKS! and OMG LA. went out with E and F today, and i found out that guitar hero is sold out. SHIIITTTTEE. sucks man.

tmr going fishing with N and E , something to look forward to (:

sigh. i miss so many people. wheee. nvm i knw you all miss me too :D

where are youuu? :D

2008-04-05T15:22:00.002+08:00

so tired of EVERYTHING.

exams are over yet these problems arise.

guess i wasn't THAT suprised to find out.

why can't people just talk things out when they have problems? there wouldn't be anymore miscommunications.

bah. sadly in this world everyones a hypocrite - me included.

and it just SUCKS.

2008-04-01T20:45:00.003+08:00

you knw wht.

i'm pissed.

but i'm also sad. thought you'd be mature enough to settle this.

but whats that i read on your blog?

yea. its good we're just friends.

do you want this friendship or not?

just say no, and spare me the trouble.

fuck all this. take it all away. i dnt need friends like you.

2008-04-01T20:22:00.005+08:00

you knw, over the year, i believe i've matured.

apparently not everyone has.

lol, i couldn't care less anym. the past is the past, being open with it ain't no problem for me.

apparently not for some people.

lets see, i tried, told you how i felt. and i thought you were mature enough to handle all this.

apparently some people can't.

yup, i've changed - thank god for the better. not under your fucking spell anym, i wonder, why the hell did i even fall for you?

i settled the whole matter, telling you that it wasn't ME who did it. i told you that i already told the person not to do it again. so obviously i understand a blog is where you write wht you want. duh. think i'm so fucking stupid? so wtf are you so unhappy about? facing your fucked up past with me? lol. so when i personally told you how i felt, it was wrong to do so? least i didn't leave fucked up comments.

so i might have taken it the wrong way. i didn't twist it all around and fuck your life up. so? it was cleared. so why tf are you so upset?

i even thought you were cool about it - that we could go on being friends who had just quarrelled.

so go ahead, sulk, be sad, cry, oh wait i forgot, pray to god lol - oh wtf i dnt care. seriously. can't be bothered

for your sake and mine - lets just forget that i ever talked to you, and that we were ever friends.
not that i didn't try.
my eyes are opened and yup. i finally see your true colours.

thank you for getting out of my life :D

i have truly given up.

2008-03-30T14:35:00.002+08:00

two papers down, one more to go!

technically i should be saying, one paper down, one more to go! haha, yes its true. i did wht i did. OH WELL.

weds is geog last paper! I CAN DO IT! i dnt care!

today - finish up and summarise sheep essay and summarise the kenya essay even more.
tomorrow - summarise excursion report essay and 3 theories essay
tuesday - MEMORISE LIKE SHIT! :D
weds - DO IT! and RELAX!

i can't wait!

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let me just say something. i'm not here to create trouble, and i didn't do it. i'm not jane. but one thing i hate.

hypocrites.

if you were never one - i understand. but you were one. no matter how ashamed you are of it, you were one. so please, stop covering it up and stop critising. stop trying to justify yourself and make yourself feel better. it happened. you can never erase it. you want to knw why i was so angry? besides all the shit you did to me, you never acknowleged it. you were never proud of it.

so the least you could fucking do, is stop being a hypocrite, judging and critising people.

least of all, what i need, or wht others like me do need, is your fucking pity.

i dnt EVER need friends who judge or pity me.

i tried - but this is wht gets back to me.

forget it. i give up.

2008-03-28T02:31:00.000+09:00

what the FUCK man.

i dnt need your pity.

fuck off la.

2008-03-28T02:28:00.001+09:00

FUCKING PRINTER CANNOT PRINT OUT THE STUPID PAPERS I FUCKING NEED FOR TMR.

ANGRY.

2008-03-27T18:58:00.003+09:00

THE GOOD : CARMEN IS COMING BACK! YES!

THE (EXTREME) BAD : 1. its the last season :(((
2. only 8 episodes
3. airing in jan, 2004 -_- (SUCH A LONG WAIT.)

BAH. now i dnt knw whether i want it to air, cos if it does, means it ends! but i wanna knw wht happens!

haha okay. eng exam tmr.

wish me luck!

2008-03-25T22:52:00.002+09:00

All this time while you're with me
I've been in the dark
Didn't think for the life of me
You won't do me wrong

We had it all
But you chose not to know
You always knew my heart was wrong
Now we know im not who you want
I should let you go

I love you with your disguise
You've proven that love is blind
There are no answers i find
To stop the tears from my eyes

Now everything looks black and white
You've taken away clear blue skies

Though it is time to go
I know my heart has always been
And will be there with you

the only song i've ever liked by sly sim.

feeling saddd. i miss home.

2008-03-25T21:48:00.003+09:00

I'm such a procrastinator. and i can't stand it!

i started to do my geog at 11pm last night, and managed to finish it at 9am this morning. No sleep at all. SO TIRED! omg la. i had the whole LONG weekend to do it, but i chose to leave it to today. very smart yin. decided to pon sch, cos i think i will just fall asleep in econs and geog. i was right. came home, flopped down on bed and slept till 3.50.

haha until eunice called me. was supposed to pick her up at 2. heh. oops.

as a result of all that - yin is falling sick. bleagh.

i'm really quite worried about my grades. damn, 5 marks mean so freaking much. and honestly, i'm quite sick of doing geog. i dnt like human geog! bleagh.

ok. i should start mugging for exams.

i just pray i get 85% and above.

cause the race is all about believing in yourself;

2008-03-24T13:47:00.003+09:00

i keep checking in on my livejournal, trying to persuade myself to use it. but then i come back to blogger, and i realize that i'm too used to it. I love my blogger template, spent so long editing it myself. Though its plain and simple - i like it! (: and thats wht matters, right?

when i look back at all my posts - sometimes i feel so... empty? i dnt knw. haha. always feel like erasing the past. but i can't bring myself to do that to my precious archives. aiya. i dnt knw wht rubbish i'm talking abt.

exams are nearing - i'm not prepared, and i'm still slacking like shit.

wtf la.

i woke up cuz i got a call from optus. some indian guy was yakking ON and ON and ON abt how we got this free phone and whtever. fine. happy. THEN. he goes ON and ON and On abt details and all. wah lau. i got so damn irritated i went to smoke haha. really non stop indian accent yakking. and i mean NON-STOP. not to mention they're pretty DEAF. stupid. only knw how to irritate people.

the call was 28 mins long - and i almost died.

then i called my parents - THEN I DIED.

i think i was too irritated by the optus guy then my parents went on abt how i shd use the new phone and change to cap plan.

SIAN. i dnt wanna change to cap plan! 1. i just changed my phone and i like it. 2. I like my number, i rmb it.

just gna tell them i dnt want it anym. HAIYAA. SIANNNN.

got to do geog now - so sian of it alrdy.

BYE BYE.

2008-03-22T12:43:00.003+09:00

hey guys (: thanks for your concern! i'm okay now. just felt so damn fucked up that day.

hmm.. went fishing again on thursday night, and i caught 2 big fish! YAYYE (: slept through the whole of friday, then went to james house. went to eat dinner, then james, april, mich, came over to chill. i left my hard drive at james place, so gotta go pick it up later!

and i haven't really slept the whole night. haha i took a nap - but i could hear everything going on. haha!

in the middle of the night, we were so bored, then mich thought of an idea. haha we decided to disturb eunice when she was sleeping - so we recorded the whole process! haha we did it twice, theres mich and james going "HARDGAYYY" hahaha! omg.. nightmare for e! we couldn't contain our laughter man! it was so hilarious la!

mich and april are sleeping , james is playing some newgrounds games (:D HAHA) and i'm blogging. eunice went out with her OTHER cousin.

dnt knw wht i'm doing tonight, but tomorrow and monday are therefore left for studying!

i feel like using my livejournal somehow - its all set up. but i dnt knw. haha feel attached to blogger :D

yin wants to pee. BYE!

2008-03-18T22:55:00.002+09:00

I'm frighthened.

never before have i...

i dnt knw.

just messed up.

fuck.

2008-03-16T22:51:00.002+09:00

haha okay!

i've cooled down from yest! just gna write a letter to that person. dnt care la.

on a happier note,

FRIDAY WAS FUN!

saw the sg gang back in taylors, was great to see most of them! (: comforting to see familar faces actually. it was nooch's birthday! :D

met farhah in the city with eunice at JB Hi-FI. bought star wars to watch! episodes i, ii and iii :) after that we went for thai food with james april mich eunice and weile! (: OH OH OH. I WON A KOALA BEAR FROM TIMEZONE! YAYYE (((:

went fishing with james, aki, billy, jason, april, eunice and mich. we drove all around perth. haha. frementle to city beach to matilda bay. finally settled at matilda bay at 2am then fished all the way to 5am! i caught some fish! but had to throw some back cos they were too small ): was so fucking cold- but heck it was FUN!!!

got back at 6 and only slept at 6.30.. all the way till 2+. heck. probably going again next week :D

mom went home today with aunty lorna. hmm. visit was okay, though my mom really drove me nuts some times. ah well.

exams in 2 weeks! and i'm totally not prepared for anything! whats new.

gotta write that letter , and settle receipt accounts with daddy!

laters!

2008-03-15T15:14:00.003+09:00

fucking angmoh's only know hoow to piss people off.

wtf man. i hit my car against a van on a thursday , morning. my car got scratched, and that bloody low class fucking cheapo van got dented.

ok fine, i admit MY FAULT. but when i went out to check the damage, i said " oh no, wht should i do now?" to m, this guy in charge. and he was like "oh its okay its okay". I'M fucking sorry i was groggy and not fully alert to analyse the fucking situation properly. but i was damn tired la. so fine, okay right, then i drove off LA!

wtf man. now the fucking angmoh says i didn't apologize, i mean FUCK LA. SO FREAKING UNREASONABLE. NOW MUST FUCKING PAY FOR A FUCKING SMALL DENT. FUCK YOU CHEAPSKATES.

THEN LIKE THAT DNT FUCKING PARK AT OUR LOT LA. FUCK . NOW STILL FUCKING PARK THE FUCKING CHERRY PICKER THING AT OUR FUCKING LOT. EVERYTIME I GO IN AND OUT I HAVE TO REVERSE AND PARK SO HARD. WHAT THE FUCK LA. IF YOU KNW MY DRIVING IS SO FUCKING LOUSY GO PARK SOMEWHERE ELSE LA.

FUCK ALL YOU ANGMOHS LA. BLOODY HYPOCRITES. FUCK YOU ALL.

2008-03-12T19:58:00.002+09:00

fuck my internet and computer la.

have to use my moms laptop cuz my com has a freaking problem. and this has to occur the day before my geography assignment is due.

fuck it all la.

i'm homesick. and stressed. FUCK.

2008-03-10T18:06:00.003+09:00

packed week ahead!

1. got to do my geog essay tmr
2. got to hand up econs assignment tmr
3. got to do geog assignment
4. i think got english assesment somewhere this week. hopefully dnt have la. HAHA.

tired. as usual. stupid neighbour downstairs complain non stop abt the "noise" we make. wth. stupid ang mohs.

my DS has been keeping me extremely occupied, but now my school and home internet are all over used -_-. die la. want to do project also have to take very long alrdy. :\

econs due tmr, i haven't started and i dnt even knw how to do it. sian.

just now, i went to talk to di, and she said i could take 3 units again next term! yayye! (: so i'm gna do biology 4, engllish 3, and geography 2 (((: really happy about it! next term i got to really study. anyw i'll be a loner so it'll be easy. haha :D

kinda looking forward to next term, but kinda scared to. really it'll be the first time i'll be alone. i want bingo. BAH.

can't wait to get into uni man. tired of taylors.

This is an S.O.S

2008-03-05T21:18:00.002+09:00

This week has been GEOG-ing week!

geog today, geog tmr. bah. i'm waiting for tmr to come. i'm anxious to see my essay i did today cos i think i screwed it up rather badly :( also, after tmr i'll be free to play my DS with no worries for.. 2 days! wahaha.

seriously need to catch up with econs, i'm totally BLUR now. AHHH.

internets slowing down cos i downloaded too many games! damnit. but the R4 card is REAAAALLLYY fun! haha games i found are interesting too (: ah well. after tomorrow - well actually tonight after i finish my essay , it'll be BLISS! so i shall concentrate and be guai.

BYE! (:

ps. stopped smoking for awhile. learning a lesson from the stupid throbbing headache that day. BAH.

2008-03-03T13:50:00.003+09:00

feeling rather contented with life now, so thats a good thing. right? haha. NO! cannot be contented with life till i get into law! so i should stop being so lazy and start working harder! but i've been watching so many shows lately. ah well.

moms coming tomorrow and i dnt dread it for the first time (: moms bringing my DS! and caroline bought me my R4 card thing so i can download alot of games! THANKS CAROLINE! LIKE PHEONIX WRIGHT 4. wait its called apollo justice now or something. james found out that theres this new thing called "freeloader" wii coming out which allows me to play any wii games of any region! wahahaha! SUPER HAPPY! but its not out yet, so gotta wait patiently.

1. i shall play my guitar more often.
2.i shall do revise more econs and geog.
3. can you tell that i'm bored once again?

ok. i think i should atart cooking lunch soon. ahha. (:

a scattered dream thats like a far off memory;
a far off memory thats like a scattered dream.
i wanna line the pieces up.
yours, and mine.

its good to be back on talking terms (:

2008-02-27T18:45:00.002+09:00

had econs today. was okay.

geog + eng tmr then.. SLACK TIME.

i'm feeling... 3 emotions

i'm worried about... 3 things

tiredness kills.

2008-02-25T22:25:00.002+09:00

you know wht.

after reading my past posts, i realized that i've kinda grown up over the past year. of course not completely, but i definitely blog differently now. i see so many things differently now.

i knw wht to treasure, whats important. i've learnt from my mistakes.

made a bunch of friends here - who i really treasure. really. of course not forgetting my friends in singapore. (:

just wanna say thanks guys. from the bottom of my heart.

thank you.

i wrote this on my blog one year ago. here i am posting it again - beacuse i like it. (and yes i'm feeling rather... hmm.)

"True friends are scarce. Your dream, isn't at all ridiculous. It just presents itself as a fear in you. And that's probably a fear for all those who have left for studies.

Afraid that when things move on, they move so fast and so furiously that we're all almost unrecognizable when you return, and you no longer find your safe niche where you once belonged.

BUT

Even though environments change, people change, buildings change, true friends remain. and they'll be the ones who will bring you to your new niche. Distances like this, sieve out the true from the fake."

2008-02-24T01:32:00.000+09:00

didn't feel very well today.

& and i realized something.

i dnt like shopping.

2008-02-20T21:00:00.004+09:00

feeling abit down. its over a small thing but its just getting me down :((

today i went to the guitar shop at claremont to buy song guitar strings and a stand for my guitar.

brought my guitar along - honestly the guy seemed abit racist to me la. but anyw - i ajsed about my stand, and i when i said my budget he was like :\ i mean isn't 50 bucks quite alot for a stand already?

then he started asking about my guitar. i'm a fucking noob at this stuff la - then he asked if i brought my guitar over in a hard cover. then i was like oh no a soft cover - cos hard covers are so freaking ex. i had one for my electric guitar and I KNOW.

he stared at me with his unbelieving eyes and went "wow" and proceeded to tell his friends about how miraculous my guitar actually came out in one piece. what the fuck man. i mean not like i never check in my guitar before. and it came out alright somemore.

what the hell gives you the right to make me feel so .. LOUSY. i mean now i feel like i just killed my guitar. and i mean.. my guitar is my baby la. i love it alot alot alot one.

stupid fucker. make me feel damn lousy.

studying for geog now. lots to catch up on.

gotta run.

2008-02-19T23:51:00.002+09:00

So far, perths been alright (:

got my confidence back for driving! :D think it was just a matter of getting used to it.

i'm pretty happy cause i've managed to get the units i wanted to do, but i'm pretty lost for geog and econs! ahhh. got to study. going to study for awhile later.

Nooch came over for dinner today, and eunice and me cooked like.. alot. my honey chicken wasn't cooked enough though :( but the rest were.. kinda successful HAHA :) OOOH. AND I BAKED! Oreo Cheesecake! I shall make everyone eat! let nooch drive home in my car!

while changing my guitar strings, my spare E string snapped AGAIN cos i turned the stupid thing too hard. BAH. and it cut me. OWW la.

ok la. so far nothing much. oo yea. the tree infront of my house got cut down! damn it. its gna be more hot now la. and like less privacy. bleagghhh.

tmr gna buy strings for my guitar and change them so i can PLAY. been itching to play laa.

ah well. thats about all. tired. study abit then sleep.

laters!

You look so innocent but the guilt in your voice gives you away
Yeah you know what I mean
How does it feel when you kiss when you know that I Trust You
And do you think about me when he Fucks you
Could you be more obscene
So don't try to say your sorry
Or try to make it right
Don't Waste your breath cause it's to late
IT'S TO LATE

i knw, your love is a lie.

back in perth

2008-02-17T23:43:00.002+09:00

alright, there will be less random and retarded posts - and more updates now that school is going to, well actually - has started. haha, most of you probably know i ponned like 3 weeks of college to spend chinese new year in singapore :) HEH.

Of course, for obvious reasons, like receiving my annual income (which has been decreasing steadily over the years) bleagh. but also because i took off my braces (yes my date with the orthodontist took like 4 hours la) and my daddy had a minor operation. and thank God hes okay :D anyw, no matter wht i wnt leave before my dads operation la. :) so glad hes okay!

well, i'm back in perth now, alone in my apartment. eunice will be joining me tomorrow. i tried my best to slack as much as possible - but i'm just too tired today, so i'm probably going to bed soon. ah.. the life of a student :

had like, 6 hours of sleep in the last 2 days. went to sing k and only came back at 3 am and had to wake up at 6 to send my dad to the hospital, then that night, had to PACK. me , being a last minute packer, decided to start a few hours earlier. but it didn't work i ended up falling asleep- and caroline helped me stuff and pack my luggage. HAHA. :D what a nice godsister i have BWAHAHA. THANK YOU! anyw, fell asleep at 4 and woke up at 7 to get to the airport.

plane ride was alright. someone almost got a heart attack! and the crew were like seeking medical attention. cool man, but he didn't die. thank god. if not i think i'll be damn scared haha!

unpacked and packed everything and like cleaned the house cos it was dusty. yuck. but now my rooms all packed so i'm happy :))

drove to northbridge to buy stuff, and then half way i realized my P plates were missing. i panicked la! haha, managed to find it under the seats. MY CAR IS SO FREAKING DIRTY. GOING TO THE CARRRR WASHHHHH! tmr haha! felt abit unconfident driving cos i never drive for so long. still feeling abit unconfident. :(( but i missed my car so i was kinda happy when i drove it!

what made me even sadder is the fact that one of my guitar strings SNAPPED. and i already loosened it so the air pressure in the plane wouldn't affect it. SIGH. can't really play it now. and i dnt really knw how to change the strings :(

ok la. i " rambled on and on like a shotgun" (omg i watch that NTU survey thing too many times) shall go choose my units ( yes i haven't freaking chosen) then go sleep.

oh yea, one more thing. MAPLE STORY FREAKING LAGS SO MUCH HERE. bah. angry.

so damn tired.

nite!

2008-02-07T05:09:00.000+09:00

PS. ~~GONG XI FA CHAI~~ HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!

shall not risk wrong han yu pin ying. heh.

hong pao na lai (: impt aye. my annual income collection time :D

2008-02-07T04:55:00.000+09:00

i was surfing the web and randomly came across this and it made me laugh (:

Top 10 Reasons: Why Being Gay is WRONG

10) Being gay is not natural. Real Americans always reject unnatural things like eyeglasses, polyester, surgery, and air conditioning.

09) Gay marriage will encourage people to be gay, in the same way that hanging around tall people will make you tall.

08) Legalizing gay marriage will open the door to all kinds of crazy behavior. People may even wish to marry their pets because a dog has legal standing and can sign a marriage contract.

07) Straight marriage has been around a long time and hasn't changed at all; women are still property, blacks still can't marry whites, and divorce is still illegal.

06) Straight marriage will be less meaningful if gay marriage were allowed; the sanctity of Britany Spears' 55-hour just-for-fun marriage would be destroyed.

05) Straight marriages are valid because they produce children. Gay couples, infertile couples, and old people shouldn't be allowed to marry because our orphanages aren't full yet, and the world needs more children.

04) Obviously gay parents will raise gay children, since straight parents only raise straight children.

03) Gay marriage is not supported by religion. In a theocracy like ours, the values of one religion are imposed on the entire country. That's why we have only one religion in America.

02) Children can never succeed without a male and a female role model at home. That's why we as a society expressly forbid single parents to raise children.

01) Gay marriage will change the foundation of society; we could never adapt to new social norms. Just like we haven't adapted to cars, the service-sector economy, or longer life spans.

haha ok randomness :D

BYE!

2008-02-06T00:51:00.000+09:00

BAH. I'M UPDATING! SEE!

bleagh! its not fault i never update! before HK i was tired from my cousins SECOND wedding and then during i was TIRED! and after that.. i was TIRED too. BAH.

HK was FUN! haha took alot of pictures and shopped alot! ok not more than eunice la but still alot for me. I SHOPPED FOR LOTS OF THINGS IN DISNEYLAND! YAYYE :D

so met humin today! caught up on lots of stuff :) too bad jialin couldn't make it! dnt worry guys! love you two lots :) must keep in touch more ok! and thanks for the book huimin! :D

going back to perth next week. i've decided to do another 2 terms at taylors to boost my grade. the score to get into law is 79, so i'm givin' it my all! problem is that i'm three weeks late so i reeeealy got to study. BLEAGH. and i dnt knw wht units to take. HAIYA.

next week i got a date for valentines day - with my orthodontist. haha, taking off my braces! FINALLY! can't wait!

ah well. yin is tired now. BYE!

2008-01-20T22:29:00.000+09:00

I'M HOME!

ok la, KL wasn't as bad as i thought it would be.

Day One

highlights. i got stuck sleeping in the same room as my niece and i couldn't sleep until 3 something because my sleep cycle is screwed up and being a light sleeper, i couldn't sleep peacefully due to my niece breathing EXTREMELY LOUDLY. and i also go WHACKED on the chest in the middle of the night. OW.

hmm. oh yar, my auntie puked during dinner. i was happily eating then suddenly WTF! and then i lost my appetite. haha. she had to go the the hospital in the end cos she was dehydrated. oh yuck la. i really dnt like vomit and seeing people. i'm scared of it. :\

Day Two

next morning , had to go for the tea ceremony. ok la i got an ang pao , but in KL money :\ church wedding was delayed for 1/2 hr cos the best men forgot to bring the rings :\ and the OTHER lim family, the kids were SO annoying.

wedding dinner ah. i did my hair - and wah lau. i took 45 minutes to do my make up la. so freaking long. ok the fact that heroes marathon was on AXN didn't help either heh :) but after wiping off the eyeliner for about 5 times or so, i kinda got it. i think. HAHA.

after the dinner, kor alvin and kor reynard brought me out! wheeee. went clubbing! music was AWESOME! we drank alot. smoked alot. kor alvins friends were quite nice la. then we cabbed back, i know i was a little bit drunk cos i talked alot of rubbish but i knew wht i was saying and i couldn't walk straight again.

never really hung out with my cousins , so now i think we're kinda closer :)

when we got back to the hotel, i had the room to myself! WOOO. i slept VERY VERY peacefully. and had no trouble getting to sleep too!

slept until 12 the next day and kept waking up cos so many people kept calling.

then.. took the bus back again and HERE I AM!

and i want to maple now! pictures of the wedding.. hmmm. considering posting it here but then again maybe not. haha too embarassing. :D

BYE!

2008-01-18T02:27:00.000+09:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=07l70kley7U

HAHA.

"I AM YOUR BROTHER - YOUR BEST FRIEND FOREVER! SINGING THE SONGS THE MUSIC THAT YOU LIKEEEEE! "

HAHA OMG LA! GO WATCH!

anyw, tomorrow i'm off to KL for the wedding, and i hope i dnt screw up my make up man. bah.
tired. but i still need to pack. i hope i dnt forget anything. oh yeah - i can't bring my com :(

ah well. maybe i'll blog in the internet cafe there.

SEE YA :)

WATCH THE VIDEO! haha!

2008-01-16T01:43:00.000+09:00

i had no idea that tending a shop could be so tiring - and i wasn't even doing the work! i just sat around! ok fine maybe i did clean up baby puke and help fold things and whtever, but 9 hours is TIRING. HAHA!

the shop made $200+! :D and i bought new specs! wahaha! yin is happy! going to collect it tmr!

had a great time (:

boy, do i feel guilty :(

2008-01-15T00:05:00.000+09:00

Today was FUN FUN FUN! :D

my morning call from eunice woke me up - but i drifted back to sleep until 11.45 when she called again! haha. i missed my 186, and waited freaking long for the next one and in the end we were late cos of ME (:

went to east coast park to cycle - and got caught in the freaking rain :\ it was COLD. but ah well - its good exercise except my ass was painful like half the time. lol.

mich had to go early so eunice, roy, weile and me walked around - sang kiddy songs (haha) and went to that new place near the indoor stadium. and on one of the buses - there was this extremely weird guy who acted like a total weirdo. he kinda rapped to himself and started playing his "drums". haha i couldn't stop laughing and i just burst out into laughter in the end. AH WELL.

we walked around - arcaded abit. wah lau - the arcade CHEENA woman was SUPER annoying. she thought we were trying to cheat her moeny. so freaking rude la. BUT I LIKE THE GUITAR GAME! more fun than guitar hero (cos i suck at it la.) haha (:

but really, i had fun today (: lots and lots of fun! and we're going to do it again soon! RIGHT LE? :D

tmr going to go for dental then help someone whos working for a day :D then meet mel and matt at night.

YIN IS VERY HAPPY (:

2008-01-14T02:42:00.000+09:00

yin has been extremely lazy to update her blog. and now shes finally making an effort to do so! :)

actual fact is, i've missed blogging. but the fact that i spend practically half my time sleeping or playing maple story, going out, pigging out and wrecking my sleep cycle, kinda explains the lack of blogging. :D

so. 37 days in SG. its kinda boring. I MISS PERTH. bleagh. i miss my car, i miss the weather i miss bubble tea i miss hanging out with friends.

but i'm glad i got to see caroline, bingo, my house, my room, my friends (: all whom i've missed dearly :D

ah well. right now i'm pretty stressed because i'm trying to find another dress for my cousins wedding which is in.. less than a week. PANICKING. thank god lindy and linda have helped me with one dress alrdy. NOW. must find heels, freaking make up and THE OTHER DRESS. AHHHH.

oh well. tmr going east coast to cycle, so i'll blog tmr. i'm off to watch desperate housewives! WAHAHA.

Oh . just so YOU knw? i don't miss you too.

2008-01-03T21:20:00.000+09:00

我把自己關起來只留下一個陽台
每當天黑推開城門對著夜幕發呆
看著往事一幕一幕
再次演出你我的愛

我把電視機打開聽著聽著別人的對白
也許那些事情可以給我一個交代
你要的愛我學不來
眼睜睜看情變壞眼睜睜看情感慨

不能給你未來我還你現在
安靜結束也是另一種對待
當眼淚留下來傷已悄在
分開也是另一種明白

我給你最好的疼愛是手放開
不要一張雙人床中間隔著一片海
感情的污點就留給時間慢慢漂白
把愛收進胸前左邊口袋
最好的疼愛是手放開
不想用言語拉扯所以選擇不責怪
感情就像候車月台
有人走就有人來
我的心是一個車牌寫著等待

我把收音機打開聽著別人的失敗
哽囿瑭音彷彿訴說著相同悲哀
你的依賴還在胸懷
我無法輕易推開我無法隨便走開
感情中專心的人容易被傷害

it was for the best.

2007-12-08T03:23:00.000+09:00

sheeeet.

its like 3.30 in the morning, and here i am still blogging, when i should be packing! :)

going back to suprise mommy - so for those who dnt knw, YUP. i'm coming home TODAY! :D

ahh well. will blog more soon.

2007-12-03T09:00:00.000+09:00

HELLO! i'm back!

haha - alrights a few updates.

TOMORROW IS THE LAST DAY OF EXAMS! THE LAST OF THE LAST IN TAYLORS COLLEGE! ORGANIC CHEM IS MY LAST PAPER! WOO! (fine i still have to get through bio today, oh wht the hell man.) i cannot WAIT to finish my exams!

SIA/KRISFLYER/OH-WHTEVER-TRAVEL-AGENCY-MY-PARENTS-USE/GOD PLEEEEEEASE GET ME MY TICKET SO I CAN GET BACK ON THE 8TH SO I CAN SUPRISE MY MOTHERRR ON HER BIRTHDAYYY. I WANNNNNNT. and also i wanna see my doggies faster. heh.

OH. YES. GUESS WHO GOT HER DRIVER'S LICENCE? HAHA! on the 28th November 2007, yin2 proudly and officially passed her hazard perception test and got her DRIVER'S LICENCE! HEH! :D :D :D haha i guess this way i'll never forget mr edel's birthday! lol.

Randomly, heres a photo with Norma Williams and the chemistry gang sitting at the back! :D love you guys!

went out with matt on friday :D unfortunately SOMEONE kept leaving her camera in the bag so we didn't have niccceeee photos on the camera! haha :) BYE BYE YOU! i had fun that day! :D that undecided day where we drove around not knowing where we were going and right became left!

Yesterday Dade and me went to see 2 baby german shepards and one little golden retriever :D SOO CUTE!

small german shepard!

see dade so mean, bully the poor doggie :D ok i might get scratched by the lethal weapon for that :D

haha ok la. i better start studying for bio which is in. lets see. 3 hours and 20 mins

SEE YA!

2007-11-24T13:14:00.000+09:00

lately, i've been lighting my cigg the wrong way round and yesterday i burnt the filter off resulting in me not being able to smoke because i brought down one stick only. so smart of me right.

exams are coming. and stupid david berry doesn't want to let me change my exam time table. so you knw wht! i'm gna sneak in to his office and do the changes myself. BAH. i dnt care.

4 hours and 20 mins to my licence! DRIVE DRIVE DRIVE DRIVE MORE!

-

am i ready to face you once again? sigh. honestly i dnt want to.

2007-11-22T23:02:00.001+09:00

its digusting to see that we've so much stuff in common.

yeesh. no feeling really. but just

YEEESH. dnt like! wahaha!

-

actually managed to finish up geog today! and handed it up! wheeee!

bio test was actually managable, hope to score a reasonable mark.

and now...

ENGLISH RESEARCH WRITTEN REPORT AND ORGANIC CHEMISTRY TEST AWAITS.

EH,

if DHL = delivery halfway lost

then fed ex =? shit man i still rmb that stupid WANG in smss, how to write a good social studies essay! PEDEX! (sounds like fedex right?) but nooooo to remember it she uses KOTEX :\

what the. lol. miss wang sucks and i'm rambling randomly and aimlessly when i should be studying. bye bye!

2007-11-21T19:41:00.000+09:00

how can they live to deliver when they can't find my address?

HMMM. and i thought FED EX was smart and reliable.

2007-11-20T23:34:00.000+09:00

HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY DADE :)

tiredd. did abit of geog and now its time to sleeep.

2007-11-19T11:01:00.000+09:00

wah lauuu.

upstairs construction started at bloody 8 am. woke me up.

sian. and i mean DIRECTLY ABOVE. can hear all the gravel. and hammering and pounding.

ANNOYED.

2007-11-18T20:24:00.000+09:00

Crappy mood now.

every get that feeling where your brains tired, but no matter what - you just can't fall asleep? yeah. feeling like that right now. bleagh.

stressful week coming up. 3 presentations, 2 tests, 3 reports due. hopefully english can be postponed.

most probably going to get into UWA psychology. actually i dnt really mind doing psych cos i find it really interesting :) so... hope things will be ok la. just work harder to get into law the second year la!

went to the beach on friday, and i'm still aching all over. thank god tmr no sch. then at night had dinner with mel, matt, james, april, dade and mich. was sorta melissa's last dinner and dade's suprise thing. sorry you had to wait so long guys!

pics :)

miss having mel around already!

beach pics will come soon.

BYEE!

2007-11-15T22:40:00.000+09:00

SHEEEEEEET.

just woke up! probably wouldn't have woken up if my mother didn't call me. supposed to have studied for chem! bleagh.

feeling COLD for the first time in days! and thats a good thing :D gna shower and then study la (:

BEACH TMR! can't wait! the sun, the sea - WOO!

and i can't wait to finish clocking hours too! AHHHH. tmr might have to drive to airport then on mon going swan valley - and gna clock quite a few hours! YAYYE!

ah well. today choing-ded my geography from 8.10 to 2 plus. wah lau. i really sat there and finished it la. ended up to be 18 pages :\ with pictures and all. but damn tiring la.

-

i knw i sound damn mean la.

but i REEEEALLY prefer not to have her around.

its just easier. i can sleep however long i want, i can eat when i want, i can smoke when i want to. I CAN DRIVE WHEREVER I WANT TO.

SIGH.

not that i dnt love her or anything - at times shes quite cool la. At other times - shes just.... ARGH. want to strangle her and DIEEEE.

pleeeeeeeeeease - go back faster eh.

2007-11-11T18:29:00.000+09:00

peace and serenity - GONE.

THE NIGHTMARE BEGINS!

AHHHHHHH. i can't drive myself anym, and my dear mother will not stop complaining about everything.

HELP ME.

DADE I MISS YOU. COME BACK LEH. lol :)

mich coming tmr. WOMAN COME FASTER.

2007-11-09T22:14:00.000+09:00

STUPID FUCKER.

JUST CUZ YOU HAVE LESS HAIR THAN ME AND MORE WRINKLES DOESN'T MEAN YOU HAVE THE RIGHT TO BE SO FUCKING RUDE.

BAH.

JUST WAIT.

stupid ol' me

2007-11-08T19:13:00.000+09:00

WHEEE!

after sch, went to buy bubble tea with sam and boy :) YAYYE! haha sam! must catch up more often ok? :)

i feel healthy! FINALLY after EONS, i exercised :D

walked over to kings park - ran to the DNA tower, climbed it, ran 3 laps around kings park, a couple of times up and down jacobs ladder and the hill beside it. TIRING , and tmr i'm definately going to get muscle aches - but its totally worth it :D

sarah believed me. and she said " take ALL the time you want! its okay!" haha :D okay, i will :)

did something extremely stupid today. BAH.

it was 2.03 pm, novia and me rushed to our english class. the door was closed, so i thought we were late, and i know that sarah doesn't like people to be late.

i opened the door in a rush, and was shocked to see the TV right infront of me!

recovering from the shock, i looked around. "OH SHIT. WE'RE SO LATE! THE CLASS IS SO FULL ALREADY!" i thought to myself.

i turned around and gestured for novia to come in - she was mumbling something abt not wanting to.

i was like " just come in la!" and she reluctantly followed me in.

so both of us went in - with the whole class staring at us.

walking halfway down the class to our back row seats, i saw archie. and kenneth.

"wait a minute, archie isn't in our class. kenneth too. MAYBE WE'RE HAVING A JOINT CLASS!"

then i saw has and dade.

then it dawned on me.

"OH FUCK MAN."

it was the other class - which hadn't finished.

OH MAN. IT WAS SO DAMN EMBARRASSING. my faced just turned uber red and we went to sit down.

god i wanted to hide so badly man.

AHHHH. why the hell was i so BLUR? MAN.

OH WELL.

2007-11-07T20:23:00.000+09:00

i've been so lazy lately - and i can't stand it! BAH. wanna do something abt it FAST! but then again i'm too lazy. HAIYA.

come let me show you one of my distractions (:

this is kangin from super junior :D its some korean band which i started to like cos of dade AND HE DOES NOT LOOK LIKE A RACOON! BAH.

This is the whole band! wheee :) with the donkey, turkey and of course my kangin! the whole package :D

i'm done with my ciggs, so no more :( AHHHHHHH. damnit. nvm. nothing is impossible. just do it! wahaha. feel like i'm campaigning for nike and adidas.

today we went for geography field trip to north beach and kings park. walked through the bush and all. it was alright la , not too bad not too good. too bad we didn't get to spend time on the beach :( we got QUITE a few bananas though! and sadly i didn't see a snake :((

i swear i need to buck up on my studies. really really need to. and i know i CAN do it if i concentrate. so - better start concentrating. after all its only 5 weeks left!

so LETS GO!!!

2007-11-03T01:57:00.000+09:00

chem test SUCKED BIG TIME.

got to buck up. seriously. not doing well for eng and chem. FUCK LA. cannot play so much anym.

after sch, had lunch at nandos then went to settle my Murdoch law thing, and fitness first. what the fuck man. i can't quit fitness first unless i have a medical reason or i live 30km away from a fitness first. what the hell man. wht kinda stupid rule is that? BAH. cheat our money only.

caught up with roy - while we went to EB games and Borders. OH MAN. I WANNA READ "NIGHTMARE AFTER SCHOOL" ! AHHHHH. found the manga when i was at borders and i'm HOOKED!

just watched "the holiday". seriously loved it! - and dade's sleeping on the couch and i'm contemplateing whether to wake her up or not.

"I understand the feeling as small and as insignificant as humanly possible. And how it can actually ache in places you didn't know you had inside you. And it doesn't matter how many new haircuts you get, or gyms you join, or how many glasses of chardonnay you drink with your girlfriends... you still go to bed every night going over every detail and wonder what you did wrong or how you could have misunderstood. And how in the hell for that brief moment you could think that you were that happy. And sometimes you can even convince yourself that he'll see the light and show up at your door.

And after all that, however long all that may be, you'll go somewhere new. And you'll meet people who make you feel worthwhile again. And little pieces of your soul will finally come back. And all that fuzzy stuff, those years of your life that you wasted, that will eventually begin to fade. "

can't wait to meet them worthwhile people :)) - not that i dnt already have a couple of them :D

ah well. tired. tmr have to do BOE.

NITES!

simple plan

2007-11-01T21:19:00.000+09:00

SIMPLE PLAN'S NEW SINGLE IS AWESOME!

We're doing it!

I look around me
But all I seem to see
Is people going no where
Expecting sympathy

It’s like we’re going through the motions
Of a scripted destiny
Tell me where’s our inspiration
If life won’t wait I guess it’s up to me

Whoahh!
No were not gonna waste another moment in this town
Whoahh!
We won’t come back the world is calling out
Whoahh!
Leave the past in the past gonna find the future
Misery loves company
Well so long
You’ll miss me when I’m gone
Your gonna miss me when I’m gone

Procrastination
Running circles in my head
While you sit there contemplating
You’re wound up left for dead

Life is what happens
While your busy making your excuses
Another day, another casualty
But that won’t happen to me

Let's go...!
Don’t look back
When I say good bye
I’m gonna leave this hole behind me
Gonna take what’s mine tonight

Cause every wasted day
Becomes a wasted chance
You’re gonna wake up feeling sorry
Cause life won’t wait
I guess it’s up to you

seriously good stuff :) now i feel like listening to their first album again!

BOE postponed to monday - thank god i asked her. AND FUCK MAN. i got like super low for eng expository essay. though i expected it, can't help but feel a lil' dissappointed.

so that leaves me with chemistry which i shall continue studying now.

reminder to self : - apply for law at murdoch
- fitness first thing

2007-10-31T22:13:00.001+09:00

AHHH.

STRESS LEHH.

i didn't do well for eng - pretty sure of it. please let me get like at least 70% :(( doubt it though.

chemistry and english on friday! AHHH. DAMN STRESS LA.

due to failure from escaping from the bird, did my biology test today. glad i did - but i skipped geog and lunch to study :(( it was okay la. not as hard as i thought it would be. hope i'll do ok.

haha went grocery shopping with my "mother" today. LOL. we spent WAYY over how much we thought we would. HAHA. Petrol prices are killing my pocket. all the $$$ flying away. BLEAGH. :(( ate at chilliz for lunch/tea

oh well. time to study.

down to my last 2 ciggs. AHHH. :((

just do it

2007-10-30T22:44:00.001+09:00

yesterday, i decided to take a 10 minute nap, then shower and continue studying.

I WOKE UP THIS MORNING, REALIZING THAT I DIDN'T SHOWER THE NIGHT BEFORE.

the thing was , i also didn't finish studying my biology. So fine, i decided to skip my test today! lol.

spent the day koping newspaper articles and journals for english and geog. MAN. (sheeeeet. falling asleep again) the stupid printer finally decided to start working after lunch, so i took the opportunity to print stuff. after sch, also stayed back to print stuff.

anyw, dade's jacket is extremely hard to squeeze out of! during geog class and in the field - my god. damn hard to take off la! but pretty amusing and challenging at the same time. HAHA. wht the hell man.

okok. time to study! chem/bio/eng awaits!

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2007-10-29T17:08:00.001+09:00

WHEE. just took these personality and intelligence test thing.

maybe i shall take more of these things, they're so interesing! HAHA.

Michelle went back already :(( hello woman! thanks for spending the two weeks with me k! haha come back for more crazy nights! FFX is finally over and done with! WOO.

sch was ok. pretty empty today! maybe cos of daylight savings. OH. did i mention - perth is officially one hour ahead of singapore once again. SIAN. had to change ALL the timings on the clocks. i feel cheated of ONE HOUR. haha as least i'm luckier its only one hour not three, right eilynn? :D

work is piling up once again! hard to believe that its already week 5!

Monday - nothing. STUDY.
Tuesday - Biology test
Wednesday - nothing. no. actually got something. ENGLISH REPORT. STUDY MORE CHEM.
Thursday - PANIC. ATTEMPT TO FINISH ENGLISH. PANIC. STUDY FOR CHEM.
Friday - FREE! (not really i'll probably be dragged to go shopping (HELP!))

so yes - thats my schedule.

OH YEAH! TO ALL THOSE WHO DNT KNW- I PASSED MY DRIVING TEST! FINALLY (: thank you god :D

i'm not going to buy anym ciggs this year after my last pack! promised you and i wnt break it!

~~okay, currently, dade is singing her korean song! heres a preview :D~~ BAH. the file doesn't WORK. because its in the wrong format. lucky dade lol.

anyw,SHES BEEN INFLUENCING ME! cos now i like a few of the super junior songs. nvm! i've influenced her to like high school musical and hairspray SONGS! HEH.

wheee. ok. BYE BYE (:

2007-10-28T01:42:00.000+08:00

Thinking of you, wherever you are.

We pray for our sorrows to end,

and hope that our hearts will blend.

Now I will step forward to realize this wish.

And who knows:

starting a new journey may not so hard

or maybe it has already begun.

There are many worlds,

but they share the same sky -

one sky, one destiny.

absolutely love this poem to bits (:

2007-10-28T01:32:00.000+08:00

i've decided to change back to blogger because i can't really adapt to livejournal :

call me boring, but i still love my old template. Simple ,clean, and ORANGE :D

will be updating more often :D WHEEEE!

my new motto:

"Love all. Trust few. Do wrong to no one."

- Shakesphere